Beckon (with Steve Cardenas & Billy Mintz) - Adam Kolker

Billy was 17 and mean as hell Bonnie said she was 30 It was hard to tell Billy met Bonnie on a Saturday night At the dirt track races It was love at first sight Bonnie was wilder than the west wind blows Taught Billy every single thing he knows But she never told Billy what she left out The part about the trouble when your times runs out When the thrill is gone When your deal goes south It's all over when your time runs out Bonnie said, "Billy, don't you think it's time We moved on a little further down the line" So they knocked off a Texaco south of town Blew down the highway with the ragtop down Billy woke Bonnie up about first light Said, "You drive honey, I've been up all night" Now Billy wasn't sweatin' no APB Cause they didn't leave a single soul alive to see The boy was just 16 Made his mama proud That don't mean nothin' when your time runs out Bonnie kept pushin' that Cadillac Billy passed out with the seat reared back Slept through Louisiana Then just past dark Bonnie pulled over in a roadside park Left Billy sleeping and she called the cops He never knew nothin' when the dime was dropped Bonnie knew what she had to do She called the sheriff and she cried on cue And the state police Rousted Billy out He was dreaming about Bonnie when his time ran out The sheriff told Billy Boy, you're bound to die Cause this young lady's gonna testify That you done took her off against her will And she told us about the robbery And the boy you killed The judge said, "Billy, what you got to say Before I have the sheriff carry you away" Billy looked Bonnie right in the eye But he didn't even have to ask her why But he turned around When they led him out He said, "I'll see you down in hell when your time runs out"

Feeling used But I'm Still missing you And I can't See the end of this Just wanna feel your kiss Against my lips And now all this time Is passing by But I still can't seem to tell you why It hurts me every time I see you Realize how much I need you I hate you I love you I hate that I love you Don't want to, but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her I miss you when I can't sleep Or right after coffee Or right when I can't eat I miss you in my front seat Still got sand in my sweaters From nights we don't remember Do you miss me like I miss you? Fucked around and got attached to you Friends can break your heart too, and I'm always tired but never of youIf I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit I put this real out, but you wouldn't bite that shit I type a text but then I never mind that shit I got these feelings but you never mind that shit Oh oh, keep it on the low You're still in love with me but your friends don't know If you wanted me you would just say so And if I were you, I would never let me go I don't mean no harm I just miss you on my arm Wedding bells were just alarms Caution tape around my heart You ever wonder what we coulda been? You said you wouldn't and you fucking did Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed Always missíng people that I shouldn't be missing Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance I know that I control my thoughts, and I should stop reminiscing But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings When love and trust are gone I guess this is moving on Everyone I do right does me wrong So every lonely night, I sing this song I hate you I love youI hate that I love you Don't want to, but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her All alone I watch you watch her Like she's the only girl you've ever seen You don't care u never did You don't give a damn about me Yeah all alone I watch you watch her She's the only thing you've ever seen How is it you never notice That you are slowly killing me I hate you I love you I hate that I love you Don't want to, but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her