Beautiful Trauma - Davina Michelle

We were on fire I slashed your tires It's like we burn so bright, we burn out I made you chase me I wasn't that friendly My love, my drug, we're fucked up, oh 'Cause I've been on the run so long they can't find me You're waking up to remember I'm pretty And when the chemicals leave my body Yeah, they're gonna find me in a hotel lobby 'cause Mmm, tough Times they keep comin' All night Laughin' and fuckin' Some days like I'm barely breathin' After we were high and the love dope died it was you The pill I keep takin' The nightmare I wake in There's nothin', no nothin', nothin' but you My perfect rock bottom My beautiful trauma My love, my love, my drug, oh My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh My love, (oh) my love, my drug, we're fucked up You punched a hole in The wall and I framed it I wish I could feel things like you Everyone's chasing That holy feeling And if we don't stay lit we'll blow out Blow out 'Cause we've been on the run so long they can't find us Who's gonna have to die to remind us That it feels like we chose this blindly Now I'm gonna fuck up a hotel lobby 'Cause these tough Times they keep comin' Last night I might have messed it up again Some days like I'm barely breathin' After we were high and the love dope died it was you The pill I keep takin' The nightmare I wake in There's nothin', no nothin', nothin' but you My perfect rock bottom My beautiful trauma My love, my love, my drug, oh My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh (My drug) my love, my love, my drug, we're fucked up Mmm tough Times they keep comin' All night Laughin' and fuckin' Some days like I'm barely breathin' After we were high and the love dope died it was you The pill I keep takin' The nightmare I wake in There's nothin', no nothin', nothin' but you My perfect rock bottom My beautiful trauma My love, my love, my drug, oh (drug)

We were on fire I slashed your tires It's like we burned so bright we burned out I made you chase me I wasn't that friendly My love, my drug, we're f- up, oh 'Cause I've been on the run so long they can't find me You waking up to remember I'm pretty And when the chemicals leave my body Yeah, they're gonna find me in a hotel lobby 'cause Mmm, tough times they keep coming All night laughing and f- Some days like I'm barely breathing Then after we were high and the love dope died, it was you The pill I keep taking The nightmare I'm waking There's nothing, no nothing, nothing but you My perfect rock bottom My beautiful trauma My love, my love, my drug, oh My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh My love, my love, my drug, we're f- up You punched a hole in The wall and I framed it I wish I could feel things like you Everyone's chasing That holy feeling And if we don't stay lit, we'll blow out Blow out 'Cause I've been on the run so long they can't find us Who's gonna have to die to remind us That it feels like we chose this blindly Now I'm gonna f- up a hotel lobby 'cause These tough times, they keep coming Last night I might have messed it up again Some days like I'm barely breathing Then after we were high and the love dope died, it was you The pill I keep taking The nightmare I'm waking There's nothing, no nothing, nothing but you My perfect rock bottom My beautiful trauma My love, my love, my drug, oh My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh My love, my love, my drug, we're f- up My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh My love, my love, my love, my drug, oh My love, my love, my drug, we're f- up

Beautiful trauma We were on fire I slashed your tires It's like we burn so bright, we burn out I made you chase me I wasn't that friendly My love, my drug, we're fucked up, oh 'Cause I've been on the run so long they can't find me You're waking up to remember I'm pretty And when the chemicals leave my body Yeah, they're gonna find me in a hotel lobby 'Cause mmm, tough times they keep comin' All night laughin' and fuckin' Some days like I'm barely breathin' After we were high and the love dope died it was you Beautiful trauma Love dope died it was you Beautiful trauma You beautiful trauma Love dope died it was you Beautiful trauma The pill I keep takin' The nightmare I wake in There's nothin', no nothin', nothin' but you My perfect rock bottom My beautiful trauma My love, my love, my drug, oh My love, my love, my drug, oh My love My love, my drug You punched a hole in The wall and I framed it I wish I could feel things like you Everyone's chasing That holy feeling And if we don't stay lit we'll blow out Blow 'Cause I've been on the run so long they can't find me You're waking up to remember I'm pretty And when the chemicals leave my body Yeah, they're gonna find me in a hotel lobby 'Cause mmm, tough times they keep comin' All night laughin' and fuckin' Some days like I'm barely breathin' After we were high and the love dope died it was you Beautiful trauma Love dope died it was you Beautiful trauma You beautiful trauma Love dope died it was you Beautiful trauma You beautiful trauma Love dope died it was you Beautiful trauma You beautiful trauma Love dope died it was you Beautiful trauma

La-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la 내 맘속의 오랜 villain 셀 수 없이 맘을 찔린 No, ooh, 기억이 내게 미칠 No, ooh, 그 잔혹함의 지침, eh-oh 잊을 만하면 또 다시, oh yeah 익숙한 화면 속 같이, oh yeah 되살아나는 상처 피하다 매번 다쳐 (맘을 다쳐, yeah) 알아 나만 이렇겠어? 뭐 나만 이렇겠어? 기억 너머, 작은 문 (애써 잠궈둔 문) 열어버려 끝없이 (이젠, 열어둬) 들이마신 숨 (가득 마셔 더) 고를 때까지 기억 속에 버려둘, 잊어가도 되는 일 털어버려 툭 별거 아닌 일 잊을 때까지 (때까지), 끝까지 (끝까지) 기억 속에 버려둘, 이제 별거 아닌 일 독한 기억들만 마셔 (yeah) 점점 깊이 맘에 박혀 (yeah) 세게 다그치고, 몰아붙여 (붙) 습관적인 자책마저, eh-eh 어쩔 수 없던 것까지, oh yeah 깊이 우거진 곁가지, oh yeah 잘라내 남김없이 하나도 남김없이 (미련 없이, yeah) 이게 나를 위한 최선 더 날카로운 시선 기억 너머, 작은 문 (애써 잠궈둔 문) 열어버려 끝없이 (이젠, 열어둬) 들이마신 숨 (가득 마셔 더) 고를 때까지 기억 속에 버려둘, 잊어가도 되는 일 털어버려 툭 별거 아닌 일 잊을 때까지 (때까지), 끝까지 (끝까지) 기억 속에 버려둘, 이제 별거 아닌 일 La-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la 늘 끝없던 어둠, 속에 켜는 불 더 크게 열어둘 나를 가둔 문 Jump on the scene, hit you with the lean 가벼워진 마음으로 느낀 떨림 끝도 없이 날 깨우던 악몽은 내가 셋 세면 싹 사라져 뜨거워진 내 안을 태워 모두 한결 가벼워지는 나의 하루, ayy 순간을 뛰어넘어, ayy 나를 가둔 벽을 넘어, ayy 똑똑히 봐, 지금 내 눈앞에 무너지는 어제의 trauma, ayy 끝없이 베이고 다친, oh yeah 기억을 지우기까진, oh yeah 시간이 필요했어 더 많이 참아냈어 (이겨냈어, yeah) 태양을 내게 끌어당겨 Oh, 시작되는 반전 기억 너머, 작은 문 (애써 잠궈둔 문) 열어버려 끝없이 (이젠, 열어둬) 크게 쉬는 숨 (새로 채워 널) 내 맘 가득히 기억 속에 버려둘 (babe), 잊어가도 되는 일 멀리 다시 분 바람 끝까지 이제 더 멀리 (더 멀리), 더 멀리 (더 멀리) 보란듯이 이겨내 달라지는 내 눈빛 (달라지는 내 눈빛) La-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la

Damn, your lovin' got me tranked out, the handkerchief out We walk the bank route; shorty be careful with your link out Miss Fendi girl, Wimbledon chick who rock a stick shift Photogenic, crazy athletic, mad equipped, tempted Using your mind, that's the jewel of life; Science is right Walking the righteous path, peace God, love you mad So when you're zonin from the head start we blessin your heart Peace, I'm outta here girl, check out the best part Never have I been so mystified by anyone's love before Hey, I feel so natural, I keep comin back for more And each time we touch you open up a new door Baby you're such a midnight tease It's gonna take everything to keep you from me, hey And the joy that your lovin' brings Can separate the mountains from the sea I don't wanna be wrong, but it feels right If loving you is so wrong, I don't wanna go on I don't wanna be wrong, but it feels right It feels good, so good, so good, so good Spent so many nights believing I was wrong for you bein' in my life I can't ignore it when some say that it ain't right (It ain't right) I decided you're the best thing that happened in my life I haven't had everything, oh no But you come close to everything that love means, hey yeah In heaven's eyes love is embraced between you and I Now that we have each other I don't have to dream