Beautiful Mind - Calm Study

I'm sick of gossiping bitches and niggaz who gossip like bitches Claiming they live but if you pop em they snitching Some wise from the building, the game knowledge of dealers Knowing they lack the heart of those who out on the benches I was out in the trenches Which enables me to paint such a powerful picture Like Apocalypse Now I put my heart in my lyrics, every time I sit down I write, my source of inspiration ain't 3 and a half mics I must have been an mc in my past life Presently I'm unquestionably poetic, I'm that nice People act like, I don't deserve nothing I got I grew up in the spot My sleep was interrupted by customers knocks Some of y'all should just stop the animosity you got for me Luck it was not For years we ran the projects like a marathon These catastrophic, my time depth of pride became my own conquest Subsequently some are with me others ain't yet, the gun is within me I wish for nothing except that my mother was with me Some place judgment against me based on nothing but envy They pray for my downfall like the song by biggie Born in the city which never sleeps till rest in peace Its carved in stone some starved while others bled to eat Rap is my legacy I leave my seed my destiny Except I hope she never see the treachery success will bring The trife life and death of kings I'm from the rarest breed of people who rep the street and spit poetically Never sleep, rest assured mega is dope in its pure form The dealer mc, keeping it real is my protocol Fall back I got you hoping off the style- I was working on it The beat is lifeless, till I put mys on it I reminiscence confinement as I read a kite from My people with secret inditements Freedom and trying, contemplating putting streets on the tires Dominating this beef with my rhyming as if you need a reminder I spit that drug dealer shit you might have seen on the wire What other lyricist is known for giving people consignment? I'm eager to find my equal at rhyming I rock, iceberg jeans with the nikes An extremist when rhyming deep as poseidon We lived in violence now I live in a peaceful environment A secret asylum from the streets where people be wiling Some blind with fury from seeing my shining Like a phoenix arising from the depths showing the reaper defiance

This beat from Murda Girl, you got me losin' my mind I just want you to see that I'm trying Ever since you left, the sun don't shine Don't want to lose you in this race against time Hypnotized by your love, I'm blind It's so hard to pay attention to the signs Without you, feel like slowly, I'm dying Broken hearts can make a grown man cry I was sittin' there just thinkin', then reality, it hit me Hope I feel your same pain when that bitch Karma come and get me Feel like I don't deserve you no more, but I want you to be with me We done built a bond so strong, and from that love, I know you miss me Connected to your soul, I feel it when you hug and kiss me Now your shoulder is so cold and lately, I been feelin' empty I got caught up in this fame and all these hoes, I let it tempt me In that hotel room alone, remember I would hold you gently Went on dates, we took some pictures, everything was movin' quickly Manipulated, I ain't think a new relationship would fit me But I told you we can try it, even though I know it's risky Mind games with our emotions, swear this shit get kinda tricky Girl, you got me losin' my mind I just want you to see that I'm trying Ever since you left, the sun don't shine Don't want to lose you in this race against time Hypnotized by your love, I'm blind It's so hard to pay attention to the signs Without you, feel like slowly, I'm dying Broken hearts can make a grown man cry Keep her in Love PINK 'cause I like how them joggers fit her Wonderin' how I'ma play it, it was hard to get her So beautiful, I keep her smilin' when I compliment her If bein' this bad is a sin, I hope that God forgive her Just had a son, I'm tryna be the perfect father figure I kept you worried, in them trenches tryna dodge the killers Tryna escape from this commitment made our problems bigger It's hard to love with dysfunction, wish my scars was thinner Tryna forgive me in your thoughts, I hope your heart remember Know it's gon' hurt to see another nigga bondin' with her Can't even look you in your eyes 'cause I'm burnin' up with guilt For that one moment, went too far, and now I fucked up what we built Girl, you got me losin' my mind I just want you to see that I'm trying Ever since you left, the sun don't shine Don't want to lose you in this race against time Hypnotized by your love, I'm blind It's so hard to pay attention to the signs Without you, feel like slowly, I'm dying Broken hearts can make a grown man cry

So you're gone Done is done Road is closed All songs composed No more sustain Increasing pain Now the absentee With a beautiful mind so free Be still my heart My heart, do please still beat Find strength to recover Find ways to get healed Can we stay here sheltered From the truth out there Can we close our ears 'Til there's nothing to hear Ah-ah Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah Ah-ah Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah In weakness strong You kept on and on I hear your voice Reminding of our choice To really live each day In every possible way How well you understood Doing things that make you feel good Be still my heart My heart, do please still beat Find strength to recover Find ways to get healed Can we stay here sheltered From the truth out there Can we close our ears 'Til there's nothing to hear Dance with us Like a sparkle of hope and faith I think you'll comfort us With colors and joy on our way Be still my heart My heart, do please still beat Find strength to recover Find ways to get healed Can we stay here sheltered From the truth out there Can we close our ears 'Til there's nothing to hear Ah-ah Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah Ah-ah Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah You're still here Everywhere Feel your energy And your beautiful mind so free