Beautiful Colors (feat. KTBYOUNGIN) - Phina

We're just wasting time Sitting on these porch steps, feeling unimportant Vacant minds 'Cause nothing's everlasting, hope is what I'm asking for This time I have trouble grasping conceptual fasting Horrified By the strangers sat in my head telling me that I'm dead The air that I breathe is heavy around me And I feel like things are better without me Resort to the trees, my chest fucking pounding I smoke to perceive all that is surrounding It's not what it seems, it's hard to describe things 'Cause I cannot read beyond all of these pipe dreams I hope that you're free amidst all the high beams And if my car passes, I hope you find me Oh, I feel like giving up Oh, I feel like giving up Oh, I feel like giving up (I feel like giving up) Woah-woah, oh, I feel like giving up Oh, I feel like giving up Oh, I feel like giving up (I feel like giving up) Da, da, da, da, da I'm overstimulated and fucking hollow I know that you're tryna conversate, but it's hard to follow Mama said, "Son, the truth is the hardest pill you'll ever swallow" I hope I see you tonight, 'cause I might not wake up tomorrow You can't look me in the eyes, I know, my mind tends to wonder I say we can take our time, you say we shouldn't even bother I think maybe you were right, who am I to try and stop her? So I guess, this is goodbye 'cause I don't wanna make it harder Now it's just wasted time Now I'm sittin' in my bedroom trying to forget you I should change your mind I don't know what happened But you'll get what you're asking for In time And everything that you said is echoing in my head But I don't mind And it's best if I remember 'cause at least I'll learn a lesson Oh-oh, oh, why are you giving up? (Why are you giving up?), oh Why are you giving up? (Why are you giving up?), oh Why are you giving up? (Why are you giving up?) Why are you giving up?