bandages - Lexi Jayde

Kaç oldu saate bakmadım Günlerdir haber almadım Arasam bi' dert aramasam kalır aklım Hep aynı hata, aşkından ölürken güçlüyü oynadım Bi' varışına bi' yokuşuna Yanımdayken yok oluşuna üzülmüyorum Ne gelişine ne gidişine Kadir kıymet bilmeyişine şaşırmıyorum Bi' varışına bi' yokuşuna Yanımdayken yok oluşuna üzülmüyorum Ne gelişine ne gidişine Kadir kıymet bilmeyişine şaşırmıyorum Kaç oldu saate bakmadım Günlerdir haber almadım Arasam bi' dert aramasam kalır aklım Hep aynı hata, aşkından ölürken güçlüyü oynadım Bi' varışına bi' yokuşuna Yanımdayken yok oluşuna üzülmüyorum Ne gelişine ne gidişine Kadir kıymet bilmeyişine şaşırmıyorum Bi' varışına bi' yokuşuna Yanımdayken yok oluşuna üzülmüyorum Ne gelişine ne gidişine Kadir kıymet bilmeyişine şaşırmıyorum Ne gelişine ne gidişine Kadir kıymet bilmeyişine şaşırmıyorum Bi' varışına bi' yokuşuna Yanımdayken yok oluşuna üzülmüyorum Ne gelişine ne gidişine Kadir kıymet bilmeyişine şaşırmıyorum

Mutsuzluğum eksik kalmak Düzelebilir miyim ki sanmam Çok konuşma koy bir bardak Artık zor geliyor bu vedalar Dolup taşan kül tablam Piç hayatım hayalimi satmak Nice halim vicdanımı sarsarken Bir cevap yok israf hezeyanlar Yolum yokuş çok Bittim artık yokum yok Kaybettim nereye kadar Başlangıç sonum oluyor Sanarlar sorun morun yok Kan akmış oluk oluk Pislettiğim satırlarım var Hissettiğim duygularım yok Niye zehir zıkkım olur bana en derin gecem Gözlerim kapalıyken de yanlışı seçer Ben senin göz damlan iken sen nasıl neşem olup Yarattığım ikilemler kendi bilmecem Ellerinde cehennemin ateşi yak her yeri Yanalım da vücudumda o çemberi geçer Tamam canım ben çok serseri adamım da Sersefil kaldığımda benle değil rehberimdeler Mutsuzluğum eksik kalmak Düzelebilir miyim ki sanmam Çok konuşma koy bir bardak Artık zor geliyor bu vedalar Dolup taşan kül tablam Piç hayatım hayalimi satmak Nice halim vicdanımı sarsarken Bir cevap yok israf hezeyanlar Tanrım bu derdi verdin de Kayboldum günden güne Tutunacak bir dal yoktu Kendime merdivendim be Benim tüm kavgam kendimle Yıldızlar gibi yükseldiğimde Kötü olacak sonu Elim sarar her boku Yetiş pay al sıra sana geldiğinde Seni duman eder yaşantımın içindeki risk Bu beton harbe mahallenin içinde filiz gibi Yetişen bir çocuk düşün peşine krizleri say Medikal bütün gecemiz bizim İçip düşeriz yalancı dümeni çevir Gözlerinden anlıyorum işi düşeni Soluduğum duman olur geceme zehir Neşelenerek ilerle geceleri piç oluyor Mutsuzluğum eksik kalmak Düzelebilir miyim ki sanmam Çok konuşma koy bir bardak Artık zor geliyor bu vedalar Dolup taşan kül tablam Piç hayatım hayalimi satmak Nice halim vicdanımı sarsarken Bir cevap yok israf hezeyanlar

Ne yapsam sonu yok, olmuyor; denedim, yetersizim Hissettirmen bile güzel Anlatman sahici Tüm yalanların gerçek bile olsa Buna değerdi! Buna değer mi? Buna değer mi? Değer, değer mi? Değer Buna değer mi? Değer, değer mi? Değer Buna değerdi! Herkes iyi, her şey süper; olmak zorunda gibi, senin için Kendiyle hep çatışan biri Aynada donuk ifadesi Bilemedim Buna değer mi? Buna değer mi? Buna değer mi? Değer, değer mi? Değer Buna değer mi? Değer, değer mi? Değer Buna değerdi! Değer, değer mi? Değer

Çıkalım mı artık sessiz sokaklara Batacaksa batsın güneş yarınlara Gün yüzü gördük de ne oldu, geceler harika Bu günahlar kolay bitmez uyuruz sabaha Yollar aksın önümüzde gecenin hatrına Nereye gidersen git bi önemi yok anladım Bomboş caddelerde hayatıma yanladım Bir yüzü sevdim de ne oldu, yalnızlık harika Bu yalanlar kolay dinmez, dinlersin sabaha Yollar aksın önümüzde gecenin hatrına

Durmadan yukarı kaydır, kaydırdıkça daha dibe Gözlerim sende kaldı, uykularım tetikte Nasıl yalnız kalmışsam Işıksızım siz olmadan Durmadan yukarı kaydır! Ekranların kölesiyim, ikon kalplerin efendisi Emojilerle kandırıldık, duygusal insanlardık Durmadan yukarı kaydır, kaydırdıkça daha dibe Gözlerim sende kaldı, uykularım tetikte Nasıl yalnız kalmışsam Işıksızım siz olmadan Durmadan yukarı kaydır! Ekranların kölesiyim, ikon kalplerin efendisi Emojilerle kandırıldık, duygusal insanlardık

If I choose to go home with you, can we take it slow? If I choose to let you in and take off my clothes If I don't seem in it when you kiss me And I don't know what to say when you miss me If I pull away from you, don't take it personal 'Cause I've been dragged through hell and back And I hope you're okay with that Could you please be gentle with me? My heart is fragile, don't you see? I can't take another break, take another burn I don't want another lesson learned Could you please be gentle with me? I'm a little hesitant to get close with your friends 'Cause the moment I lose you means I lose them I'm a little pessimistic, can you blame me? I'm just not looking for anyone to save me If I seem a little distant, I'm afraid of how this ends No, I don't want it to end Please be gentle with me My heart is fragile, don't you see? I can't take another break, take another burn I don't want another lesson learned Could you please be gentle with me? (Can you be gentle with me?) (Can you be gentle with me?) (Can you be gentle with me?) (Can you be gentle with me?) Could you please be gentle with me? My heart is fragile, don't you see? I can't take another break, take another burn I don't want another lesson learned Could you please be gentle? Please be gentle with me

Shouldn't you be sad right now? Said you never liked big crowds Acting like you like them now Without me 'Cause you're with your friends all proud At some shitty bar downtown Do you taste me on her mouth Or just whiskey? Hookin' up instead of healin' Wanna know just what you're feelin' now What are you feelin' now? I want you to drunk text me Sayin' you still need me Tell me I'm not like her I made you happier I want you to drunk text me Just empty it all out, please Tell me you fucked this up Tell me you're still in love with me Wonderin' if you regret All the shit you never said That you slept with her instead Like we never mattered Or do you even care at all After all the pain you caused? Do you know that I'd still pick the phone up If you called? I want you to drunk text me Sayin' that you're sorry Tell me you fucked this up Tell me you're still in love I want you to drunk text me Sayin' you still need me Tell me I'm not like her I made you happier 'Cause I'm no closer to closure Wish you weren't sober We're over, but I'm not over it I wish you would drunk text me Just empty it all out, please Tell me you fucked this up Tell me you're still in love with me I hate that I still want you I don't want to, but I want you Look what you've done to me I hate that I still miss you I don't want to, but I love you So why don't you drunk text me? Sayin' you still need me Tell me I'm not like her I made you happier ('Cause I'm no closer to closure) tell me you fucked this up (Wish you weren't sober) tell me you're still in love (We're over, but I'm not over it) 'cause I'm not over it I wish you would drunk text me Just empty it all out, please Tell me you fucked this up 'Cause I think I'm still in love

You promised me that You'd marry me and We'd have a house in the hills with five kids and a dog If that was true then Why'd you sleep with my fucking best friend And lie to me and your mom? But you can tell everybody To stop feeling sorry for me 'Cause I'm not the one they should feel sorry for And all that's left to say is I'd hate to be you 'Cause I'll get over it But you have to live with the hell you put me through I'd hate to be you 'Cause it's not gonna hit Till you see that I've moved on with somebody new And I'd hate to be you (oh-oh-oh) Yeah, I'd hate to be you (oh-oh-oh) Hope she was worth it 'Cause you deserve it You left forever for something that won't even last And it's funny how you didn't cheat with Somebody hotter than me I swear I don't mean to be mean but I'd hate to be you 'Cause I'll get over it But you have to live with the hell you put me through I'd hate to be you 'Cause it's not gonna hit Till you see that I've moved on with somebody new And I'd hate to be you (oh-oh-oh) Yeah, I'd hate to be you (oh-oh-oh) I'd hate to be so fucking stupid So selfish, so clueless To have me and lose it It's sad but it's true I'd hate to be you 'Cause I'll get over it But you have to live with the hell you put me through I'd hate to be you 'Cause it's not gonna hit Till you see that I've moved on with somebody new And I'd hate to be you (yeah, I'd hate to be you) Yeah, I'd hate to be you (I'd hate to be you) I'd hate to be you (I'd hate to be you) I'd hate to be you Yeah, I'd hate to be you I hope he hears this song

Yesterday you told me that you wanna be alone I could hear the distance in your voice over the phone You don't say "I love you" back Or let your feelings show You used to be so good at that But now I never know I wish you would hold me I wish you would tell me how you feel Want you to show me If anything left in this is real 'Cause maybe l'm afraid to see you Dancin' on your own If I really love you I'll let you go Midnight drives in your old sweatshirts Never felt so cold And I still hear the stupid songs you showed me Everywhere I go I can taste the hesitation Running from your lips I can feel it in my bones, they're breaking We can't end like this I wish you would hold me I wish you would tell me how you feel Want you to show me If anything left in this is real 'Cause maybe l'm afraid to see you Dancin' on your own If I really love you I'll let you go Moments wrapped and romance that end with bitter sunrises and goodbyes Moments so fragile and rare that I wonder If they would have the same taste if not such a delicacy But l'd still devour you As I lay here and recall years of wavering emotions Suppressed desires and volcanic explosions That retreat into dormancy I wonder, could we ever flow together Or are we two twin souls finding each other in the wrong lifetime? 'Cause maybe I'm afraid to see you Dancing on your own If I really love you I'll let you go (hmm) If I really love you I'll let you go

Where the girls are young and dumb And hot as fuck Where they're dancing in the streets With nothing on Drivin' all night, lost track of time All these lonely roads aren't how they used to feel Big dreams in our eyes Carefree yet so blind Ain't afraid of anything that's real Watch the sunset through highway fields (highway fields) If I could go back then I'd stay there (I'd stay there) Just us wrapped up in the Autumn air (in the autumn air) Act like I don't but I'll always care (I'll always care) Oh, babe, I'm gonna go Where the girls arе young and dumb And hot as fuck Where they'rе dancing in the streets With nothing on We'll drive your car to the beach With this song on repeat You showed me We'll drive your car to the beach With this song on repeat Oh, baby Stood on the edge We never shared Anything that felt too honest In the backseat Kicked off your Nikes My hand in your jacket pocket but Summer just lasts a season It gets fucked up for no good reason Ooh, ooh, been tryin' to find the feelin' That we had, let's go back No one has to know, just wanna go Where the girls are young and dumb And hot as fuck Where they're dancing in the streets With nothing on We'll drive your car to the beach With this song on repeat You showed me We'll drive your car to the beach With this song on repeat Oh, baby