John came home from war this morning He found his wife, she wasn't there And a cold cold feeling crept through his bones When he found a note at the bottom of the stairs Said I'm in love with your brother I've found a preacher I'm in love and I'm heading to the south Boy you were fine but I've changed my mind I'm boarding the next train out of town John flew into a rage like thunder He brought his fist down and he cracked the floor He thought he broke bone the way he screamed and he roared And he headed right back out the door Said I'm going to find my brother God damn this preached And I'm going to put him underneath a stone When the oak trees are so tall the mountains feels small They'll remember the wrath of my storm John crashed in with his pistol crying In the morning just before the dawn He took out his knife and he carved out the light Of a future in the eyes of the lord Strung him up high silhouetted in the sky Let the ravens pick him to the bone When the law man came by he turned down his eyes Not to gaze upon the brother of John The station platform was empty and quiet She waited for a man who'd never show When the noon day sun was high and cracking The ground she felt a lump rise in her throat John swept from behind put a gun on her side Said baby you were why I came home I won't take your life but I want to look into your eyes When you see I killed the man that you love

Alone Anna wanders, ponders and thinks How love and sin can be dangerous things And how silver linings are what lightning brings As she stares through the window and sings You left that night, you were going to tell her How dead leaves to dust was us leaving together Yet still I'm here waiting for a sign or a letter In this house of cold wood and stone Since you never came home Oh you left that night, you were going to tell her How wrong you had been, in the fall you were better Yet still I'm here waiting for a sign or a letter In this house of cold wood and stone Since you never came home On the night that I still can't forget You said that you can't change what you don't regret You told me you loved me and I felt that you meant it And I waited here all night long But you never came home Since you never came home

この頃ひどい夢を見る 子供の頃の風景 煙草の煙で満ちた 白い食卓だ 腐りかけの幸せ 一日一切れずつ 続く絶え間ないヒステリー あとは怠惰だけ 平和も平和で反吐が出た 遠く聞こえるバーバラアレン どうしたんだいなあ兄弟 俺がわかるかい？ お前が許せるくらいの 大人になれたかな もういいかいなあ兄弟 ここらでおしまいで なんて甘えてちゃお前にも 嫌われちゃうのかな 肩を寄せ合って生きていく 小さな日陰の虫 新聞の文字は小さく テレビは煩い 右曲がりのトラックに 巻き込まれたらしいよ あの子がくれたガンダム まだ残ってるかな 有り余ってる時間を 悪戯に溶かしていく どうすればいいのかわからない それもわからない この頃ひどい夢を見る 子供の頃の風景 煙草の煙で満ちた 白い食卓だ 平和も平和で泣けてきた 耳に残るバーバラアレン どうしたんだいなあ兄弟 どこで泣いてんだい？ それはお前には似合わない すぐに脱ぎ捨てとけ もういいかいなあ兄弟 それでもやめらんない にやけ笑いかまして午前四時 それはそれで楽しい 生きられないなって トイレの鏡の前で泣いてた 逃げ出せその街を 飛ばせ飛ばせ飛ばせ 笑え笑え笑え 定期を買うくらいの まとまった金すらなくて 毎日切符で済まして むしろ金かかる きっと夢は叶うなんて嘘を 初めから信じちゃいなかった それでもなおここまでこれた お前はどうしたい？ どうしたんだいなあ兄弟 俺がわかるかい？ お前が許せるくらいの 大人になれたかな もういいかいなあ兄弟 ここらでおしまいで なんて甘えてちゃお前にも 嫌われちゃうのかな

If things were different, we were young Skinny dipping, having fun, I remember Back in 1991, when the story first begun, I remember All of these shells, holding the things I've done I knew myself before I knew anyone And 'cause we all chew gum We all have fun with water guns La da da da da da Da da dum dum dum And we all grew up, shit got tough Shit just wasn't simple enough, no And whenever the sun came out, we played (We didn't want to get older, we didn't want to get older) We would run on the block all night and day (We didn't want to get older) What a mistake, saying the way I felt I'd say my main influences myself And 'cause I started young I learned it done, I didn't run La da da da da da I was scared as fuck and out of touch And I was still testing my luck, oh And whenever the sun came out, we played (We didn't want to get older, we didn't want to get older) We would run on the block all night and day (We didn't want to get older, we didn't want to get older) And whenever the sun came out, we played (We didn't want to get older, we didn't want to get older) I left myself in the alleyway If things were different, we were young Skinny dipping, having fun, I remember (I left myself in the alleyway) All I wanted would become everything I ever loved, I remember (I left myself in the alleyway)

Boohoo I heard what's happening lately, why I'm so down But we're still happening, baby, right here, right now I heard what's happening, why I'm so down But we're still happening, baby, right here, right now You hate it when I overreact I wish I didn't act like that I always feel under attack You keep telling me to relax Doctor got me keepin' my cool (my cool) I still don't wanna follow the rules I already feel like a tool (a tool) So tell me what you want me to do (ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh) Boohoo I heard what's happening lately, why I'm so down But we're still happening, baby, right here, right now I heard what's happening, why I'm so down But wе're still happening, baby, right herе, right now Call her Alexander 'cause I treat her like McQueen Sleepin' in a palace livin' every girl's dream (ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh) She knows that she's magic, doesn't worry 'bout her status Just as good as you imagine but it's so hard to believe Shotgun ridin' with me, whip don't need no gasoline YSL, gave her those shoes and I bought my Céline's, yeah Anywhere I take her, everybody wants a piece Look, I don't even blame 'em, that's my baby, she'll make anyone smile Boohoo I heard what's happenin' lately (yeah), why I'm so down But we're still happenin', baby Right here, right now (right here, right now, right now) I heard what's happenin' (I heard) Why I'm so down (I'm so down) We're still happenin', baby, right here, right now (Alright just go off right here) (Okay, ooh whoa) (Ooh yeah, ayy, ayy, yeah ayy) (Doctor got me keepin' my cool) (I still don't wanna follow the rules) (I already feel like a tool) (So tell me what you want me to do) (The doctor got me keepin' my cool)