Notebook Scrapbook Somehow I've misplaced you You were a scratch on a paper, ink and a voice Not meant to look back at me The something or someone played a joke Put on a twisted show And there we were I remember just listening, Looking up to a fantasy Til the day it was right in front of me Now it's ruined, now it looks like tablescraps and nothing else It kills me to think about all the things I threw around while hiding My nature is and always has been that of a pill-bug When someone gets too close I now can see how you saw me when I couldn't see myself But there we were I remember just listening, Looking up to a fantasy Til the day it was right in front of me Now it's ruined, now it looks like tablescraps... I don't think that I really wanted any of it But before I could understand anything that was happening So quickly, the bottle, the squinting I could not undo the knots of an undeveloped mouth ...On the way back from the island, The turbulence hinted at no end All I got, I barely saw... Now I've finally tied it up with no regrets But I remember... just listening, Looking up to a fantasy Til the day it was right in front of me Now it's ruined, now it looks like tablescraps and nothing else Now it looks like tablescraps All that's left are tablescraps All that's left are tablescraps Tablescraps and nothing else

Crawling all over, behind ears and behind words When you are alone and you're not one of the boys and girls You fall out of your web, dancing on a crooked ledge You're falling on the edge Is someone going to end up dead? There is no cure I am my only curse No way, I'm sure, to get this spell reversed The Filistata crawling all over my head It's like a always caught up, safe in the messiest of webs But when it fall out and like my mind falls out of me It's hard to get back in It's hard to regain sanity Up on a cliff doing the dance What happens if I lose balance? Filistata... Constantly creeping away from people and from noise While everyone's sleeping I'm scared to death, it's not my choice There's a web inside me, behind my eyes it pounds and pounds There sits Filistata It's growing there but makes no sound There is no pain Just hate and empty tears Blind, hollow eyes and webs over the ears And in the end will I have wasted years?

Take my advice if you want a lover I'm not going to be your brother Are you afraid of what you might want to do? Or is reality hard for you? (Yeah) you got to get yourself together (Yeah) I've been treating you like bad weather (Yeah) scared your friends will get on you, yeah (Yeah) you were too cautious when I warned you One of these days you're gonna take off my shoes You're gonna bring me the paper so I can read the news I'm gonna love you so good I'm gonna throw your mind The thought of my love will get to harrow your tide (Yeah) ain't nowhere for you to run (Yeah) your hope and wishes killed all your fun (Yeah) exhibition of what you don't know, yeah (Yeah) might be the reason for you to blow upon, yeah Relax your mind and show your heart I've never been your brother, even from the start I've always loved you, let me see your heart Take down that wall and play your part

Time Needs another minute (At least) Take your time But you've got a limit That girl looks forward to another meetin' Just like everyday people I know Look forward to another simple greetin' (time) Bear A bear in the woods looks forward to hibernatin' Just any ol' player you know All he needs is a ratin' Time is education Even when they tell you It's sophistication You know that time Needs to be a little longer Oh time! The universe needs to be a little stronger Time they say is the answer But I don't believe it Time

Stand, in the end, you'll still be you One that's done all the things you set out to do Stand, there's a cross for you to bear Things to go through if you're goin' anywhere Stand for the things you know are right It's the truth that the truth makes them so uptight Stand, all the things you want are real You have you to complete and there is no deal Stand, stand, stand (Everybody, yeah) Stand, stand, stand Stand, you've been sitting much too long There's a permanent crease in your right and wrong Stand, there's a midget standing tall And a giant beside him about to fall Stand, stand, stand Stand, stand, stand Stand, they will try to make you crawl And they know what you're sayin' makes sense at all Stand, don't you know that you are free Well, at least in your mind if you want to be Everybody Stand, stand Stand Na na na na na na na na na na Stand Na na na na na na na na na na Stand Na na na na na na na na na na Stand Na na na na na na na na na na Stand Na na na na na na na na na na