At Ends - Marzuku

I still feel you crawling under my skin You left a certain kinda sick that I can't let go off I'm thinking back on all the time that I've wasted I'm afraid that it's only leading to darker places The curse you left, it ends tonight Even if I have to tear out my insides Never again will this heart be your home I'll be happy as someone else Today I found my open door I set my sights on something more I live for something more Another day spent waiting on a sign For anything to tell me I'm doing something right Somewhere there's a love that I long for But I can't see through the smoke in my window Leaving you behind left me aimless Staring in the mirror and I feel like I'm faceless The only thing I know is that I'd rather die Than live in a world where you still control my life The curse you left, it ends tonight Even if I have to tear out my insides Never again will this heart be your home I'll be happy as someone else Today I found my open door I set my sights on something more I'm done reliving the pain you dealt me I'm sick of trying to take back time Today I live for something more At both ends, burnt once more But now I live for something more Live for something more Live for something more Today I found my own embrace I'll never regret who I am today Today I found my open door I set my sights, set my sights on something more Today I found my open door I set my sights on something more I'm done reliving the pain you dealt me I'm sick of trying to take back time Today I live for something more

Sinkin' Don't know what i'm feelin' Bleedin' But i don't think i'm healin' One thing that can't stop me from bleedin' out No way to get it back, i'm dead no doubt Can't win I'm controlling the damage Almost healed needa rip off the bandage My wounds just need some space to breathe Needa make obvious so you can see I'm sorry for losing faith Please give me some space to breathe I can't make more obvious I don't wanna hear your voice you ain't invested in me Loving you just isn't the same Cause i guess you aren't in love with me I can't make it more obvious I can't ever be the man i was pretending to be Fall back There is no more valid reason to fight Saw that I don't think there's any reason to hide All the things that you haven't been telling me Cause you wanna see how i'd keep on hitting your line Fuck that I'll take it as a sign Make feel like loving you's a god damn crime Cause lately loving you has been breaking me I really hope that there's an end to this god damn fight I'm sorry for losing faith Please give me some space to breathe I can't make more obvious I don't wanna hear your voice you ain't invested in me Loving you just isn't the same Cause i guess you aren't in love with me I can't make it more obvious I can't ever be the man i was pretending to be