At 2.00 - Pantonepapi

Forgive and forget I forged this in red ink Always assured myself that blood's more thick But without water, how will I drink And quench my thirst for your sweet curse? I've been a sucker since birth But that doesn't mean I can't forgive her I know it'll be a long winter without her But I'll be fine with or without her Until I have my outburst Sudden knees gets weak, that's underneath A week goes by, she's in my dreams each night I just can't seem to set aside the time to try and get it right That's right, I'm getting by Just trying not to be left again Pessimistic, tell me it's right, oh, no, it isn't Tryna fight myself with optimism Tryna find myself in all this liquor Tryna fill my mind, but it always is her Can I occupy my heart? Can't miss her tonight Tell me I have my own mission to find But how can I, how can I? How can I devote this emotion? Motionless in bed, always hoping That the songs I wrote can do this feeling justice I'm not good enough, it's never sufficient I can't mind my own business I don't know my own limits I'm sorry you have to witness this My hands are shaking My bones are aching I know I'm making a scene, but I'll settle down I'll make a mess to make amends You want forgiveness? Just take it then I'll say it's fixed, but can't begin To accept reality if that's what this is Pessimistic, tell me it's right, oh, no, it isn't Tryna fight myself with optimism Tryna find myself in all this liquor Tryna fill my mind, but it always is her Could I have my space? No, you need yours I take it back, I'm wrong, of course I'm always right, but I'll say you are If it gets us far and we stay our course And it's only fair Keep it in the fairway, it's better there Tell me your dreams, I'll get us there They're always watching, let 'em stare They're always watching, look this way I take it back, please look away I anticipate my next mistake Is coming soon and it could be great Expectations never met You probably wish we never met But that's okay, I'll make my way back to you I'm not ready yet Ready, set, go Said you'd never, ever let go Of my hand, but you exchanged mine for another one Used my last chance, I need another one But I lost you with empty promises that I regret every day Wish I could mend all that had happened, but the pieces are broken Look at the time that I wasted On you and your selfish ways Deception written on your face I hate that I'm so addicted to you When you told me you loved me, knew it wasn't true But I'm trying to figure it out Trying to keep it together I'm coming apart at the seams Promise it's not as it seems Need your attention for a minute, darling Feel like a dog digging through the garbage Trying to savor what's left of this connection that we once had I guess it's all in the past But I'm trying to figure it out Trying to keep it together I'm coming apart at the seams Promise it's not as it seems Need your attention for a minute, darling Feel like a dog digging through the garbage Trying to savor what's left of this connection that we once had I guess it's all in the past