Ashamed (feat. Ghostkid) - Lil P.P.

I feel alone... i feel like i could die I feel alone... i feel like i could die... tonight Carry on carry on Don't feel ashamed. don't feel ashamed I rather it be this way You're not to blame you're not to blame Don't feel ashamed I'm getting close... To the other side Just close the door I'll leave the past behind me Can you see my pride It's only one step away from Freedom... freedom... I feel i can fly anywhere with anyone Don't feel ashamed I rather it be this way You're not to blame Don't feel ashamed Don't feel ashamed I rather it be this way You're not to blame Don't feel ashamed I love you baby... so don't you feel ashamed!

I am the boy your mother wanted you to meet But I am broken and torn with heels at my feet And with your purest light, why don't you shine on me? Well, I should have been an angel but I'm too dumb to speak Now as she gets nearer, the visions get clearer I'll kneel and weep and I will hold her dear Oh, if your eyes water, you've got your favorite number to spin And oh What a crying shame A crying shame, what we became Murdered my throat, screaming bloody all night Hit him with a book and how he crumbles Oh, you should have seen how the arches tumble They're golden no more, now I'm smiling in my blood I'm caught in a whirlwind, I'm going to heaven I'm standing on trial and it's painted on canvas An eternal testament to how we are so animalistic And oh What a crying shame A crying shame, what we became I bowed my head in the morning light and said goodnight I held her hand and I, I kissed her eyes Stumbled down the stairs and hang myself on high And I started for the town, lyin' in the front yard And died