Aol - JD the Hippie

Story of my life Searching for the right But it keeps avoiding me Sorrow in my soul 'Cause it seems that wrong Really loves my company He's more than a man And this is more than love The reason that the sky is blue The clouds are rolling in Because I'm gone again And to him I just can't be true And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying But I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Every time I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be a murderer I feel it in the air As I'm doing my hair Preparing for another date A kiss upon my cheek As he reluctantly Ask if I'm gonna be out late I say I won't be long Just hanging with the girls A lie I didn't have to tell Because we both know Where I'm about to go And we know it very well 'Cause I know he knows I'm unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that I am happy with some other guy I can see him dying But I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why Every time I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be a murderer Our love His trust I might as well take a gun and put it to his head Get it over with But I don't wanna do this, anymore No, anymore And I don't wanna do this anymore I don't wanna be the reason why And every time I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside And I don't wanna hurt him anymore I don't wanna take away his life I don't wanna be a murderer, no A murderer No, no, no Yeah, yeah, yeah

Far away This ship has taken me far away Far away from the memories Of the people who care if I live or die Starlight I will be chasing a starlight Until the end of my life I don't know if it's worth it anymore Hold you in my arms I just wanted to hold You in my arms My life You electrify my life Let's conspire to ignite All the souls that would die just to feel alive I'll never let you go If you promise not to fade away Never fade away Our hopes and expectations Black holes and revelations Our hopes and expectations Black holes and revelations Hold you in my arms I just wanted to hold You in my arms Far away This ship has taken me far away Far away from the memories Of the people who care if I live or die I'll never let you go If you promise not to fade away Never fade away Our hopes and expectations Black holes and revelations, yeah! Our hopes and expectations Black holes and revelations Hold you in my arms I just wanted to hold You in my arms

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah Yeah yeah See we ain't got that much time So I might let my pride lose With every day that goes by That shit go by like times two And I been tryna slow down Make sure I make the right moves I wanna keep my head high Can't trip over untied shoes Laid up and cuddled under Empathy, you feeling my pain Blood Orange and blood rushing Euphoria, that's all in my brain Stay here a little longer Even past the early mornings Phone alarm steady buzzing You say It's things in the way So you never say That you would stay And that is ok That is ok Life got a pace of it own I cannot race it I gotta face it Let's lay face to face for a while Removing rain from a cloud Fill it with digital memories Like PNGs of me and you now It's just me and you now Laid up and cuddled under Empathy, you feeling my pain Blood Orange and blood rushing Euphoria, all in my brain Stay here a little longer Even past the early mornings Phone alarm steady buzzing Buzzing, buzzing, Buzzing, buzzing See we ain't got that much time Much time Pride lose Much time