Android - stillnate & HKFiftyOne

Why do I even keep on trying, why do I even keep on trying, this shit ain't made for me This shit ain't made for me Oh oh oh yeah said Why do I even keep on trying, why do I even keep on trying, this shit ain't made for me This shit ain't made for me Feel bad like all the time, no peace up in my mind, I can barely breathe, I don't wanna Leave, leave, but my mind won't give me a motherfuckin' break, so I just go right back to Sleep, sleep, do not wake me up, please don't wake me up I can't wake up in the morning, cause I'm just zoning out, even these damn songs, I just Overthink about, I can barely finish a verse, I can't finish a sound, I got no energy for Shit, but time is running out, I'm twenty-two years old, still no traction, hating everything I Do, my Music got them laughing, I just wanna make it so bad, but I keep crashing, tell The Director this movie's over, no action I'm tryna find myself, but these dark thoughts just bring me down and I can't, it's days like This I see no hope and so I'm asking, I keep on asking, why do I even keep on trying Why do I even keep on trying, this shit ain't made for me, this shit ain't made for me, feel Bad like all the time, no peace up in my mind, I can barely breathe, I don't wanna leave Leave, but my mind won't give me, a motherfucking break so I just go right back to sleep Sleep, do not wake me up, please don't wake me up I can never breathe, can you tell me why I do that, nothing up my sleeve, A magician with No magic hat, I just wanna sleep cuz I feel so fucking bad, leave me the fuck Alone while I'm getting to my bag, I just wanna know when it ends, oh, shits so fucking Hard and I'm not in the mood, fucking suck it up and I get right Through, then I fucking crash cuz I'm just like you, hate this fucking feeling, make it go Away, feel it in my heart, I break some shit and get a fucking sprain, took all of my anger Out but then I use my energy, I wish that I could give up but I know I'd never be the Same Why do I even keep on trying, why do I even keep on trying This shit ain't made for me, this shit ain't made for me, feel bad like all the time, no peace Up in my mind, I can barely breathe, I don't wanna leave, leave, but my Mind won't give me a motherfucking break so I just go right back to sleep, sleep, do not Wake me up, please don't wake me up

Yeah, Tell me what the point is, When I feel numb, got the blunt to my face But I'm going too dumb, God this shit must be Laced Cause I can't feel my lungs, Too much time In the dark, so I can't see the sun, Yeah Tell me what the point is, When I feel numb, got the blunt to my face But I'm going too dumb, God this shit must be Laced Cause I can't feel my lungs, Too much time In the dark, so I can't see the sun I don't wanna die, but I just wanna escape Tired of feeling stressed, like, every single day Gripping on my throat, so I can never say what I really want to I think it's better if I lay, aye Here with my drink, I do not care about the brink I get pushed there often, so I throw up in the sink I'ma keep on living how I want, just when I think My head's getting better, I feel more alone and I fall down Deeper and deeper, I feel my ends getting nearer The reaper likes talking to me, I think I got a fever Yeah, Tell me what the point is, When I feel numb, got the blunt to my face But I'm going too dumb, God this shit must be Laced Cause I can't feel my lungs, Too much time In the dark, so I can't see the sun, Yeah Tell me what the point is, When I feel numb, got the blunt to my face But I'm going too dumb, God this shit must be Laced Cause I can't feel my lungs, Too much time In the dark, so I can't see the sun I can't trust no one You ain't the only one I got this virus in my head And the cure isn't done, oh yeah I'm getting terrified, I cannot sleep at night Unless I down a couple bottles, then I'm well alright I'll down a thousand more, before I find my cure Cause everybody dies, oh fuck yeah that's for sure And now I'm going numb Going too dumb I can't feel my lungs I can't see the sun Oh I feel numb now Going too dumb now I can't feel my lungs now Oh I can't see-