Amador - Salve Malakai

今は黙っていよう 君が苦しいのならば 無理はしないで欲しいから 何も言わないよ 嘘と分かっていて 傷が付いてしまうのは どうせ変わりはしないから 憂いを飲み込むの 今は黙っていよう あたしが苦しいのなんて 君は知らなくていいから 愛しい日常を ひとり嘆いたって 何も変わりはしないのは あまりに冷たく響くから 余計に寂しいや 積み上げた 今日がいつか花を開いて 巻き付いて 離れなくなったって 逆らえないよなあ 思ってもない様なことばかり 言ってしまうんだ あたしはあたしで 君になり得ないから わかったふりをして 痛みだけ 知ってしまうんだ あなたはあなたで 優しさがあるのに 感傷は此処に残るからね 歪み続けてしまうからね そっと触れていたいんだよ 明日は笑っていよう それが正しいかなんて 誰もわかりはしないから 今日を書き置くの 想い描いていた 日々を呪ってしまうのは 既に癖になっているから 余計に面倒だ 慰めた 盲が いつか街へ注いで 寄り添って 溺れてしまうなんて 笑えないよなあ 黙って想ってても なにひとつ 待ってくれないや ふたりはふたりで ひとつになり得ないから 笑った意味ですら 深くまで 追ってしまうんだ こころがこころで 縛られてしまうのに ほら また じゃれあって 余計に寂しくなるんだろう わかってた そんなこと はじめからさ ほら 今 強がって 余計に苦しくなるんだろう わかってた そんなこと 言われなくてもさ 思ってもない様なことばかり 言ってしまうんだ あたしはあたしで 君になり得ないから わかったふりをして 痛みだけ 知ってしまうんだ あなたはあなたで 優しさがあるのに 感傷は此処に残るからね 歪み続けてしまうからね そっと触れていたいんだよ

Go, be yourself, on your way And don't ever look back To check if I'm okay And don't ever be sad That you chose him instead 'Cause I don't want regrets And I'd rather be rid of it And when you want someone who'll care Who will know how you feel When you don't wanna share Who will show you support When you've lost your meaning Just remember this time When you chose not to be with me And I tried to defend How I thought we would play out I came and confessed That I love you more than he does So choose me instead Oh, choose me instead, 'cause He's not good enough for you He's not good enough for you He won't do the things that I would do He's not good enough for you He's not good enough to be Even half as good as he should be And I watch you choose him instead of me Watch you choose him instead of me Go, be in love, I don't care But don't ever pretend That we're both unaware 'Cause the truth is that you still permit me to be Close enough that I know That you don't want me to leave And then I remember he's there And he's been there for years At your side like a stain And when I see you with him In your eyes there's a pain And it's trapped you inside Like you can't get away And I tried to defend How I thought we would play out I came and confessed That I love you more than he does So choose me instead Oh, choose me instead, 'cause He's not good enough for you He's not good enough for you He won't do the things that I would do He's not good enough for you He's not good enough to be Even half as good as he should be And I watch you choose him instead of me Watch you choose him instead of me He's not good enough for you He's not good enough for you He's not good enough for you He's not good enough for you He's not good enough for you He's not good enough for you He's not good enough for you He's not good enough for you I tried to defend How I thought we would play out I came and confessed That I love you more than he does So choose me instead Oh, choose me instead He's not good enough for you He won't do the things that I would do He's not good enough for you He's not good enough for you He's not good enough for you He won't do the things that I would do He's not good enough for you He's not good enough to be Even half the man that he should be And I watch you choose him instead of me Watch you choose him instead of me

Just a kid out of school Took the underground So what's a broken rule Was a bum music man Listened hard and then told 'em of his plan Say can you spare some time It may save your life, your life Music man began to howl Like the wolf he cried the sadness of the day Ooh, higher and higher La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, love it Dig in, hold on Very next day, sunny day There were two cats singing in the alley way As passersby often do Never know they wear the shoes of a fool Say can you spare some time It may save your life, your life Ooh, higher and higher La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, love it Dig in, hold on Got to believe what I see Got to see now man what I really need Then I hold it up and I take a look And it's one check you to one check me And a how to get how to get Ooh, higher and higher La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la, love it Dig in, hold on