Alley Light - Squirrel Flower

Lonelyness is kickin' The sunset is looking like im drowning in my tears Scratches on my skin will disappear It never feels like i am close enough But i can fix myself before i'm giving up Break down the wall There is something more Kill that angry voice inside your freaking heart Paralyse me I don't want to be another victim of the fight against myself Feel the darkness in my heart You get to know what i've become There's a light, straight from our ground Lonelyness is kickin' There's no hope Lonelyness is kickin' Run away from yourself Run away Paralyse me I don't want to be another victim of the fight against myself Feel the darkness in my heart You get to know what i've become There's a light, straight from our ground

Just another day Waking up in the alley way Folding up the tarp Another bum gave me when the raining start And it's cold And it's dark But the random dude He showed me had heart Unlike the most of em They assume that I'm broke as fuck And it's true I could probably use a buck But I've had few and they left me stuck It's not the dope It's hope What keeps me here is a lack of that Living in a hopeless habitat Backpack, flipped over Coca-Cola cap Can't afford a pack so I'm digging in the ash Got chased off the boulevard m heading south on the ave The public don't care as long as were hidden away The children might stare till the parents tell em we are okay They say that freedom ain't free Well i hope they at least accept EBT Meeting at library but I don't have a card Or down by the bus station but we don't ever travel far Downtown grocery cart Only public restrooms are at hotel or the bar Hotels where the police are And the local bars know who we are Or what we are The junky with the holy arm Smelling funky rollin' in a stolen car Cobblestone vibe and the crevices are full of shards Tears flood our minutes Like Venice got pulled apart Were demented but that goes unmentioned Valdemar I keep saying we but its me myself and I We teach each other selfish lies We the only the ones who felt the time Slide past In a sly jab We back at to bags From the wine glass So many fiends The streets Covered in rigs Like tumbleweeds And when it's dry or late We migrate Our mind state Sways with the crime rate I wanna take And take more See it in my face My fates is the same as yours This place pours waste into my pours Or directly in vein With all due respect we are sane Among the insane I guess it's relative So I won't dwell on this But where the hell is this kid? He ripped me off or got popped Can't tell what the difference is Either way I'm fucking pissed at him Oh shit here he is Halfway delirious Hit me with heavy pinch I would throw a fit But I'm dope sick First i need to go And get my fix