All the Clubs That Could Have Been (feat. Pictures of a Neighbourhood) - pseudo-antigone

Breeze still carryin' the sound Maybe I'll disappear Tracks will fade in the snow You won't find me here Ice is starting to form Ending what had begun I am locked in my head With what I've done I know you tried to rescue me Didn't let anyone get in Left with a trace of all that was And all that could've been Please take this And run far away Far away from me I am tainted The two of us Were never meant to be All these pieces And promises and left-behinds If only I could see In my nothing You meant everything Everything to me Time Fading Everything And all that Could've been Could've been Please take this And run far away Far as you can see I am tainted And happiness and peace of mind Were never meant for me All these pieces And promises and left-behinds If only I could see In my nothing You meant everything Everything to me

Out into the world With all the confidence and grace that luck instills Each and every girl With dresses pressed and faces fresh as daffodils This could be us but those were not the cards that we were dealt You're doomed to be a Kennedy When you could have been a Roosevelt Out into the world (out into the world) You're sailing into life upon a glassy sea Flags and sails unfurled (flags and sails unfurled) What must it be to be so young and whole and free This could be us but we're the grave at which our fathers knelt You're doomed to be a Kennedy When you could have been a Roosevelt And we're glad We can see in them versions of the life that we almost had Out into the world Where certain things will always be beyond our scope Just to be a girl (just to be a girl) With Jean Nate and Pink Camay and Yardley Soap This could be us but there was just a trust we never felt It's hard to be a Kennedy When you could have been a Roosevelt It's hard to be a Kennedy When you could have been a Roosevelt

Running with the wolf pack Feel like I'm never coming back And every time there's sunshine I'm blind, yeah I am everybody And everyone that I know is me Everyone that I know Won't see I could have been a dreamer I could have been a shooting star I could have been a dreamer, yeah I'm another number And you know the numbers must agree But every time the wind blows I can't fly, why? We take away tomorrow And never see the end of today Lock it up and send it away Forever I could have been a dreamer I could have been a shooting star I could have been a dreamer 'Cause dreams are what we are I could have been a dreamer, oh Running with the wolf pack Feel like I'm never coming back But maybe that was sunshine That I saw I've heard about a rainbow I've heard it makes you crazy I think I'm going crazy Crazy 'cause I see I could have been a dreamer I could have been a shooting star I could have been a dreamer 'Cause dreams are what we are I could have been a dreamer I could have been the one to fly I always could have been a dreamer 'Cause dreamers never die, no (Dreamer) I could have been a dreamer, dreamer I could have been a dreamer, dreamer I could have been a dreamer, dreamer I could have been a dreamer

Don't wanna live as an untold story Rather go out in a blaze of glory I can't hear you, I don't fear you I'll live now 'cause the bad die last Dodging bullets with your broken past I can't hear you, I don't fear you, now Wrapped in your regret What a waste of blood and sweat Oh, oh, oh I wanna taste love and pain Wanna feel pride and shame I don't wanna take my time Don't wanna waste one line I wanna live better days Never look back and say Could have been me It could have been me Yeah Don't wanna live as an unsung melody I'd rather listen to the silence telling me I can't hear you, I won't fear you Don't wanna wake up on a Monday morning The thought of work is getting my skin crawling I can't fear you, I don't hear you now Wrapped in your regret What a waste of blood and sweat Oh, oh, oh I wanna taste love and pain Wanna feel pride and shame I don't wanna take my time Don't wanna waste one line I wanna live better days Never look back and say Could have been me It could have been me Yeah (I wanna taste love and pain) (Wanna feel pride and shame) (Don't wanna take my time) No (Don't wanna waste one line) Hey, hey (wanna live better days) Just better (never look back and say) (Could have been me) It could have been me (It could have been me) It could have been me I wanna taste love and pain Wanna feel pride and shame I don't wanna take my time Don't wanna waste one line I wanna live better days Just better Never look back and say Could have been me It could have been me It could have been me It could have been me Yeah