All That I'm Used To - Bliss Nova

All this running around Well it's getting me down Just give me a pain That I'm used to I'm not sure what I'm looking for anymore I just know that I'm harder to console I don't see who I'm trying to be instead of me But the key is a question of control Can you say what you're trying to play anyway? I just pay while you're breaking all the rules All the signs that I find have been underlined Devils thrive on the drive that is fueled All this running around Well it's getting me down Just give me a pain That I'm used to I don't need to believe All the dreams you conceive You just need to achieve Something that rings true There's a hole in your soul like an animal With no conscience, repentance, oh no Close your eyes, pay the price for your paradise Devils feed on the seeds of the soul I can't conceal what I feel, what I know is real No mistaking the faking, I care With a prayer in the air, I will leave it there On a note full of hope not despair All this running around Well it's getting me down Just give me a pain That I'm used to I don't need to believe All the dreams you conceive You just need to achieve Something that rings true All this running around Well it's getting me down Just give me a pain That I'm used to I don't need to believe All the dreams you conceive You just need to achieve Something that rings true

Now and then I think of when we were together Like when you said you felt so happy you could die I told myself that you were right for me But felt so lonely in your company But that was love, and it's an ache I still remember You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness Like resignation to the end, always the end So when we found that we could not make sense Well, you said that we would still be friends But I'll admit that I was glad it was ovеr But you didn't have to cut me off Make out likе it never happened and that we were nothing And I don't even need your love You treat me like a stranger, and that feels so rough No, you didn't have to stoop so low Have your friends collect your records And then change your number I guess that I don't need that though Now you're just somebody that I used to know Now you're just somebody that I used to know Now you're just somebody that I used to know Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over But had me believing it was always something that I'd done But I don't wanna live that way, read into every word you say You said that you could let it go And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody That you used to know But you didn't have to cut me off Make out like it never happened and that we were nothing And I don't even need your love You treat me like a stranger, and that feels so rough No, you didn't have to stoop so low Have your friends collect your records And then change your number I guess that I don't need that though Now you're just somebody that I used to know (Somebody) I used to know (Somebody) now you're just somebody that I used to know (Somebody) I used to know (Somebody) now you're just somebody that I used to know (Somebody) (Somebody) (Somebody) (Somebody)

Let's take a rest Your kisses take my breath You are the best It's never been like this She used to say that to me Over and over, so sweet She'll tell you she'll never leave She used to say that to me It thrills you so When she whispers soft and low "Please hold me tight I need your love tonight" She used to say that to me Over and over, so sweet She'll tell you she'll never leave She used to say that to me "I'm yours," she sighs And she means it at the time But someday she'll go If you're wonderin' how I know She used to say that to me Over and over, so sweet She'll tell you she'll never leave She used to say that She used to say that to me Over and over, so sweet She'll tell you she'll never leave She used to say that to me She used to say that to me...

Don't wanna hear that stupid melody The one we used to always keep playing on repeat 'Cause it just takes me to the place when you were mine Where you laid my body down, and then got drunk on me like wine Don't want to feel that bass rattle in my bones 'Cause once I do, I know it won't leave me alone It haunts me, baby, it does me wrong But still, I just can't make myself delete it from my phone That song that we used to make love to That song that we used to make love to It kills me, heals me, gets me, thrills me I know, I shouldn't say it, but I just wanna play it That song that we made love to That we made love to, yeah I know I'm contradicting everything I said But I wanna turn it up when I'm lyin' in this bed Pull the sheets over my head Drift off dreamin', baby, go on, let it take my breath That song that we used to make love to That song that we used to make love to It kills me, heals me, gets me, thrills me I know I shouldn't say it, but I just wanna play it That song (that song, that song) That we made love to (that song, that song) That we made love to, yeah Me and you, you and me On repeat, on repeat Me and you, you and me On repeat, on repeat That song that we used to make love to That song that we used to make love to It breaks me, it makes me Wanna hear it again and again and again That song that we used to make love to That song that we used to make love to It kills me, heals me, gets me, thrills me I know I shouldn't say it, but I just wanna play it That song (that song, that song) That we made love to (that song, that song) That we made love to, yeah That song, that song, that song That song, that song, that song That song, that song, that song That song that we made love to, that we made love to, yeah

When I wake up each morning Trying to find myself And if I'm ever the least unsure I always remind myself Though you're someone in this world That I'll always choose to love From now on, you're only someone that I used to love As for me It's getting down to the last unspoken part When you must begin to ease the pain of a broken heart Tell me why should I even care if I have to lose your love From now on, you're only someone that I used to love I wish it was enough for you All the love I had to give And I did my best to keep you satisfied I guess you'll never know how much I tried I really tried And if ever our paths should cross again Well, you won't find me being the one to get lost again Once I had so much to give But you just refused my love From now on, you're only someone that I used to love And I did my best to keep you satisfied I guess you'll never know how much I tried I really tried When I wake up each morning Trying to find myself And if I'm ever the least unsure I always remind myself Though you're someone in this world That I'll always choose to love From now on, you're only someone that I used to love From now on, you're only someone that I used to love Though you're someone in this world That I'll always choose to love From now on, you're only someone that I used to love From now on, you're only someone that I used to love

Well, I roll into town With the ragtop down I was looking for that homecoming queen That three-by-nine lit hotel sign read Welcome back Class of '83 There were football guys twice their size Cheerleaders hiding the grey in their hair The names were the same but the faces had changed I didn't recognize anyone there. That used to be us, we used to be cool With the music cranked up, hanging out after school That used to be Jill, that used to be Joe Tell me where in the world did we all go? That used to be us. Oh, that used to be us. I had a drink with some buds Played a lot of catch up Danced with my date from the prom But as hard as I tried until I closed my eyes Everybody I knew was gone There was Mr. Finch, he taught English and French He was dancing with a couple of canes And that homecoming queen, Yeah the girl of my dreams She didn't even remember my name. That used to be us, we used to be cool With the music cranked up, hanging out after school That used to be Jill, that used to be Joe Tell me where in the world did we all go? That used to be us. As I stand here and look around I can't help but wonder Who will we be ten years from now? That used to be us, we used to be cool With the music cranked up, hanging out after school That used to be Jill, that used to be Joe Tell me where in the world did we all go? That used to be us. Oh, that used to be us. That used to be us. That used to be us...