All In My Head - St0n3rP4nd4

I wonder if I'll always feel this weak When I go to the places that we used to be I wonder if you check my pictures On the little phone I got you And I know I shouldn't care There are better things to do Than to spend my every moment Creeping upon you Creeping upon you Creeping upon you Creeping, Creeping, creeping Was it all in my head All in my head All in my head Was it all in my head All in my head All in my head It's all in my head. It's all in my head I heard that you've been asking round about me I guess you knew this star was until new things Ironic now you ckeck my pictures On the little phone I got you 'Cause I thought you didn't care You have better things to see Than spend my single moment Creeping upon me Creeping upon me Creeping upon me Creepin, creepin, creepin Was it all in my head All in my head ... All in my head Was it all in my head? All in my head All in my head It's all in my head It's all in my head

Every night we fall into bed, But it's all in my head. Every night we fall in a heap, And you kiss me to sleep. And baby all the sleepy things you say, Blow me away. Till the next day, When I find what we did and we said, Was all in my head. Every night you whisper to me, This always will be. Every night you smooth down my hair, But you're not really there. And darling it seems as if we know, Our love will grow. And then the next day, I find what we did and we said, It was all in my head. Drowsy, drinking, I keep thinking, We're not far apart. Scared of waking, Lonely, aching, Just me and my hopeless heart. Sleeping soundly, Your arms around me. Through the night we cruise, Then I find it's in my mind, That you stroke away my blues. Every night we fall into bed, But it's all in my head. Every night we fall in a heap, And you kiss me to sleep. And baby all the sleepy things you say, Blow me away. Till the next day, When I find what we did and we said, It was all in my head. It was all in my head. It was all in my head

Would you believe me if I told you that I'm falling apart?. I wanna talk about it honestly 'cause it's getting hard. Would it be easier if I could be somebody else?. 'Cause I don't see me like you see me and I wish that I did. Then you wouldn't have to tell me over and over again. That you love me as I am 'cause I'm like nobody else. Can't be good for my mental health. All the things I tell myself. All I ever do is overthink like this. Got your hands on my body but I'm in my head. All I ever wanted was to feel your kiss. 'Cause you're all in, and Im overthinkin'. Wanna believe you when you're touchin' me like there's nothing wrong. I guess you're caught up losing count of every one of my flaws. Can't be good for my mental health. All the things I tell myself. All I ever do is overthink like this. Got your hands on my body but I'm in my head. All I ever wanted was to feel your kiss. 'Cause you're all in, and Im overthinkin'. 'Cause you're all in, and I'm all up in my head. You're all in, and I'm all up in my head. You're all in, and I'm all up in my head. You're all in . All I ever do is overthink like this. Got your hands on my body but I'm in my head. All I ever wanted was to feel your kiss. 'Cause you're all in, and Im overthinkin'. 'Cause you're all in, and I'm all up in my head. You're all in, and I'm all up in my head. You're all in, and I'm all up in my head. You're all in, and I'm all up in my head (In my head, my head)

It's hard facing reality I try to do right but somehow everyone's Still mad at me I'm reliving a tragedy I'm getting real lit and I'm still my own worst enemy I'm losing my mortality Drowning in abyss, no light Just darkness all around me Draining me emotionally My feelings going numb, who I'm supposed to be I've been stabbed in the back and lied to the face Universal payback for the mistakes that I made So I take another hit to hide away from the pain It's hard to sleep at night with all the screaming in my brain I can't break out these chains I'm succumbing to my rage I'm almost 28, I'm still stuck on the same page My world just got apocalyptic I just spilt my pot to piss in Always feel like something's missing When I'm awake at 4 in the morning The sun has died, it's cold outside I took a ride, don't know where I'm going Look at the sky wanna cry the blood rains drops continues to pour and I need a sign if I'm doing right Cause I feel unimportant Where are you going at four in the morning I can't lose my temper, I can't throw a tantrum My name is not Danny, but I am a phantom I don't have the wit, nor I don't have the banter I just need some structures, just like my stanzas I'm going bananas, I'm starting to panic These peaches are bringing me back to old habits Chasing these melons is making me careless I'm tossing a salad without a hairnet I wanna take the time to rewind, that's irrelevant I loved a demon with brown eyes thought she was heaven sent I never wanted to say goodbye But she really did, I guess I gotta let that love die I learned my lesson kid See you every time I close my eyes, can someone stop this sh*t Now we're both living different lives, but I'm stumbling Here we go, another sleepless night, pop an E again Chase it down with LSD, so I never see again I wanna take the time to rewind, that's irrelevant I loved a demon with brown eyes thought she was heaven sent I never wanted to say goodbye But she really did, I guess I gotta let that love die I learned my lesson kid See you every time I close my eyes, can someone stop this sh*t Now we're both living different lives, but I'm stumbling Here we go, another sleepless night, pop an E again Chase it down with LSD, so I never breathe again I down another bottle, keep the memories from egressing Feeling kinda hollow from the emotions I'm repressing Lost my will to live, so the darkness I'm injecting I'm dying on the inside, I'm a zombie on the surface I'm losing motivation, don't wanna keep death waiting I don't want a life that only leads to frustration Call me malpractice, cause I'm losing all my patience I try to play God in a glitchy simulation I don't know who I'm meant to be, I'm caught up in my suffering What's the point of happiness if it only leads to misery Running from my past as it's slowly catches up to me Getting trampled by my actions, this the taste of my defeat Don't know what's got a hold of me, I'm losing all control You see, I'm falling overboard and I'm floating in the open sea Laying with the chums as the shark slowly approaches me There's no need to write my story, just write me out of history I'm a king without his crown, and my kingdom's falling down Can't nobody save me now, the darkness has invaded now Need to make it underground, stay and fight this pain somehow Have to get away, so the darkness doesn't take me now Made my way straight through the back, then I slipped right through the cracks Feeling like a maniac, I jump right on my horse's back Then the darkness pulled me back, I can't escape, I'm feeling trapped This is what I think about When I'm awake at four in the morning The sun has died, it's cold outside, I took a ride Don't know where I'm going Look at the sky wanna cry the blood rain drops continues to pour and I need a sign if I'm doing right, cause I feel unimportant What are you going at four in the morning

Don't get lost in heaven or you'll be all alone I said don't get lost in heaven or you'll be all alone I said don't get lost in heaven or you'll be all alone I said don't get lost in heaven or you'll be all alone I said There's fire coming out the monkey's head That's a metaphor for the end Now how come every planet we reach is dead I'm just a broken king with a severed head Now don't you dare try compare All the shit I've done to you, you looking fair Without of care while I'm busted and I'm blue Those rhinestones eyes are full of lies Yet they pierce right through my soul But it's a rotten soul and so you should know So que pasa contigo We were living in momentary bliss Then you became distant and shit It felt like our better days were Demon days Just stuck on Melancholy Hill We gotta get ready for the fall Cause we been through it all I tried to rock the house and you shut it down Now November has come All these white lights shining bright So why do I feel cold Living in this fucked up green world And we're the last living souls Goin act like Clint Eastwood in Dirty Harry But we're just kids with guns I gotta chain you to this rock and leave Goodbye Andromeda You told me that I feel good in El Manana Keep feeding me lies but I don't want them Spitting out the demons but they keep on coming Can't get away from this cloud of unknowing I'm stuck on this plastic beach Doing soundchecks without gravity Working on my masterpiece If I'm at a sex murder party don't bother me I got my stylo and my brand I'm a stoner panda man Watch me drop Saturn bars and hit em with the charger Put them in a Tranz Girl what you doing let go my hand Here take this ring I'm not your man With love to an ex I'm putting shit the rest You can go back to that hillbilly man Now watch me rock it I won't stop it Got my bottle and this rocket Fuck your dessole it's not my problem Gotta let me out of this god damn carnival You tried to stifle my ascension Tried to beat me into submission Can you hear me is you listening Your petty mommentz won't be forgiven You think you're the shit when we hang out So here's a fucking rope do your thang now You like to play stupid games like a playground Well I'm not fucking married to this go around Babygurl this is the last show down Curtain close and you gotta go now You were trying to be fast should've slowed down Hope you rest in peace when you're underground You think you the shit when we hang out So here's a fucking rope do your thang now You like to play stupid games like a playground Well I'm not married to this go around Babygurl this is the last show down Curtain close and you gotta go now You were trying to be fast should've slowed down Hope you rest in peace when you're underground They say you shit when you hang now So here's a fucking rope do your thang now You like to play stupid games like a playground Well I'm not married to this go around Babygurl this is the last show down Curtain close and you gotta go now You were trying to be fast should've slowed down Hope you rest in peace when you're underground I know that you'll hate me and degrade me But you made me act this way All you had to do was tell me the truth And this all could've gone away I know that you'll hate me and degrade me But you made me act this way All you had to do was tell me the truth And this all could've gone away I said don't get lost in heaven or you'll be all alone I said don't get lost in heaven or you'll be all alone I said don't get lost in heaven or you'll be all alone I said don't get lost in heaven or you'll be all alone I got my stylo and my brand I'm a stoner panda man Watch me drop Saturn bars and hit em with the charger Put them in a Tranz Girl what you doing let go my hand Here take this ring I'm not your man With love to an ex I'm putting shit the rest You can go back to that hillbilly man Now watch me rock it I won't stop it Got my bottle and this rocket Fuck your dessole it's not my problem Gotta let me out of this god damn carnival You tried to stifle my ascension Tried to beat me into submission Can you hear me is you listening Your petty mommentz won't be forgiven Don't get lost in heaven Or you'll be all alone I said don't get lost in heaven Or you'll be all alone I said

My mind is coasting, I'm feeling down tonight I wanna eat the cake but I don't have an appetite I need to focus and I think maybe my brain's fried I left the crib and then I took a little drive To get my mind right, the city goes by While I'm stuck doing nothing with my f**king life I'm a dying star dimming in the dead sky You broke my heart when you said goodbye A college dropout, nothing to brag about just a choice I made, to make myself proud I'm a quiet guy, who's hella loud Got that fire and that smoke spewing from my mouth I really wanna fade away into obscurity So I can avoid all of life responsibilities I'm standing on a ledge and the void looks promising I'm not gonna jump so please stop bothering me I got to get out of my head I got to get out of my head I got to get out of my head I got to get out of my head I always feel lonely in a crowded room But I never felt lonely standing next to you We had each other's backs, now what do I do With all these f**king memories I have of you I should've swallowed my pride and stopped telling lies My insecurities are the reason why I ended up pushing you right out my life It's my own damn fault I'm not satisfied So, guess I write another song about you, bout you Hopefully it'll help me move past you, past you Hope it make me better so I can make it through this weather Getting caught in the rain because I lost my umbrella Understand that I'm not trying to get you back I just missed you, that is all and I know that is wack But I have to let you know because it's holding me back But I guess that happens when you're stuck in the past I'm f**ked up Smoke too much, drink too much Oh, I'm f**ked up Smoke too much, think too much Oh, I'm f**ked up Smoke too much, drink too much Oh, I'm f**ked up Smoke too much, think too much I really wanna fade away into obscurity So I can forget all these motherf**king memories I'm standing on a ledge and the void looks promising I'm not gonna jump, I'm not gonna jump I am gonna jump so don't try and stop me I always feel lonely in a crowded room but I never felt lonely standing next to you We had each other's backs now what do I do With all these f**king memories I have of you As my lips touch this bottle I wish it was yours I wanna call you up but I hit the floor I'm covered head to toe with these scars and these sores I don't wanna feel this pain anymore so Guess I'll write another song about you, about you Hopefully it'll help me move past you, past you Hope it make me better so I can make it through this weather Getting caught in the rain because I lost my umbrella I really wanna fade away into obscurity So I can forget all these motherf**king memories I'm standing on a ledge and the void looks promising I am gonna jump so don't try and stop

Nooo God I punch bitches in their shit Because I'm a motherfucking dick I don't like needles I'm a prick I'm gonna make you motherfuckers sick Cause, I punch bitches in their shit Because I'm a motherfucking dick I don't like needles I'm a prick I'm gonna make you motherfuckers sick Cause I'm just a dumb bored little asshole, I gotta bad bitch and I'm gonna eat her ass whole I screech when I'm high I think I'm a pterodactyl Kill people, burn shit, I'm a fucking radical P4ND4 tha instigator, haters don't want me to pull my saber Savor the Kiss of Death it'll take your breath see ya later alligator I'm gonna take out your creator, I'm gonna take out your creator I'm the undertaker that wants some cake goddamn I need a baker Everything I touch turns to gold call me Midas Choke when I smoke near death I'm the highest Running out of rope everything's gone quiet Except for the voices in my head they keep fighting I punch bitches in their shit Because I'm a motherfucking dick I don't like needles I'm a prick I'm gonna make you motherfuckers sick Cause, I punch bitches in their shit Because I'm a motherfucking dick I don't like needles I'm a prick I'm gonna make you motherfuckers sick Cause Put them in a hearse I'mma hurt you Next move stomp you in the chest on to my next boo Guess who she opened up the door she depressed too We get high flying through the night of course we fucked too I don't know why I'm searching for validation Constantly running from the problems that I created I'm gonna self-destruct on this path that I have taken I'm cool with that and that's a fact trust me I'm not mistaken Eenie, Meenie, Miney, Moe punch a nigga in his throat Watch me rock this fucking boat and throw your ass overboard Can't nobody stop me though, I'm your only option hoe Burning down your churches executing false prophets bro I punch bitches in their shit Because I'm a motherfucking dick I don't like needles I'm a prick I'm gonna make you motherfuckers sick Cause, I punch bitches in their shit Because I'm a motherfucking dick I don't like needles I'm a prick I'm gonna make you motherfuckers sick Cause Trust me you don't want me to get ugly I'm disgusting and yo bitch bad so I fucked her and yo cousins At yo mom's pad don't you get mad, had it coming, I had her coming Ain't that funny right I'm so high I think I might die tonight I'm dancing with the devil in the pale white moonlight Sex, drugs, and women are my three main kryptonite Three doors down there's a party happening tonight I punch bitches in their shit Because I'm a motherfucking dick I don't like needles I'm a prick I'm gonna make you motherfuckers sick Cause, I punch bitches in their shit Because I'm a motherfucking dick I don't like needles I'm a prick I'm gonna make you motherfuckers sick Cause I punch bitches in their shit Because I'm a motherfucking dick I don't like needles I'm a prick I'm gonna make you motherfuckers sick Cause