Ayy, yeah, yeah Ayy, one sip and then I'll be done, yeah I don't wanna drink, but I have to, yeah I've been walking close to the sun, yeah Now these toxins are falling from my mind Sometimes I swear under my breath 'Cause I don't want anyone knowing I'm upset Sometimes I fall too deeply And this time I'm not sure if I'm making it out Snowfall covering the guns and trenches If we don't see the ruins, then I hope we'll forget it I can see you're hurt, you don't have to lie I'm seeing through those emerald eyes (yeah, yeah) I'm still playing Mario Kart But I'll admit, it's not entertaining I still fall asleep on my back (asleep on my back) But now I got nobody to wake me (got nobody here) I'm still playing Mario Kart (I'm still playing) I bet it's been a while since you played it (it's been a while) Pretend I needed something to buy So I can bump into you at your day shift At your day shift, at your day shift I'm just a cheeky boy, I'm just a cheeky boy I'm just a cheeky boy Waking up and I'm playing Get bored quick, wanna see your face Tell me how your day went She's still got your fragrance Your lemonade on my desk still And sweater on my carpet I know you'll come back soon, but I'll admit, I'm starvin' Open your wings and fly right beside me Flow with the wind and follow where he's guiding Is there something you don't trust? We can take our time, we don't have to rush Snowfall covering the guns and trenches If we don't see the ruins, then I hope we'll forget it I know you're sad, you don't have to lie I'm seeing through those emerald eyes (yeah, yeah) I'm still playing Mario Kart But I'll admit, it's not entertaining I still fall asleep on my back (asleep on my back) But now I got nobody to wake me (got nobody here) I'm still playing Mario Kart (I'm still playing) I bet it's been a while since you played it (it's been a while) Pretend I needed something to buy So I can bump into you at your day shift

I don't wanna say too much 'cause I'm weird I don't wanna tell you things that you'll fear I can say "I'll wait for you" but won't stay I can make promises but they'll break I can say "I care for you" but won't cry I can pick flowers out but they'll die I can say "I'll do my best" and not change I can make promises but they'll break Gone with the wind, I got somethin' I cannot say now Flying to abyss, I'm feeling nauseous on the way out You can put me down but I'm a different personality Spend a lot of time online 'cause I don't like reality Yeah, now I'm dazed and confused Why're you here? You should leave my room You're so beautiful and perfect I don't understand my purpose I don't wanna say too much 'cause I'm weird (I don't wanna say too much) I don't wanna tell you things that you'll fear (tell you things that you'll fear) I can say "I'll wait for you" but won't stay (no, I won't stay) I can make promises but they'll break (promises but they'll break) I can say "I care for you" but won't cry (I don't care at all) I can pick flowers out but they'll die (please don't let these die) I can say "I'll do my best" and not change (Why is it that they'll break?) I can make promises but they'll break (I'm in love with you) And I need you more than ever But I don't want me and you together It gets dark in my head I see stars up ahead Girl, I know you're tired of me, it's too late I won't make promises 'cause they'll break But tell me what I'm searchin' for, I think I'm feelin' better Remember when you said you loved me back in December? I can take you out like back when I was 16 I was lookin' down 'cause I know you wouldn't miss me Why you still around? I don't know, but I don't mind it Sitting in my room, getting sick of the silence Yeah, now I'm dazed and confused Why're you here? You should leave my room You're so beautiful and perfect I don't understand my purpose I don't wanna say too much 'cause I'm weird (I don't wanna say too much) I don't wanna tell you things that you'll fear (tell you things that you'll fear) I can say "I'll wait for you" but won't stay (no, I won't stay) I can make promises but they'll break (promises but they'll break) I can say "I care for you" but won't cry (I don't care at all) I can pick flowers out but they'll die (please don't let these die) I can say "I'll do my best" and not change (Why is it that they'll break?) I can make promises but they'll break (I'm in love with you) And I need you more than ever But I don't want me and you together It gets dark in my head I see stars up ahead

(T-T-Tsurreal) Ice in my heart, you can see it in my skin tone I don't wanna talk, feel them looking through the window I know I'ma die, but this time I'll give you all of me Yeah, ayy, definitely, probably Ice in my heart, you can see it in my skin tone I don't wanna fight, feel them looking through the window I know I'ma die, but this time I'll give you all of me Yeah, ayy, definitely, probably Yeah, yeah, I just missed your birthday Shit, I keep on messing up the worst ways Yeah, I'm tryna finish education Find the motivation, failing every way (yeah) Yeah, I just missed your birthday Shit, you should've left me in the first place I can't see through the wall of my sin I'm still tryna understand what I am Yeah, yeah I'm tryna find out all that I am (I'd kill for you what I feel for you, you) Tell me where your head's at, let me know what I'm best at How you feel when I'm at your side? How's it feel when we say goodbye? Don't expect this to last long, I'll miss this more than my last one If I don't got what you want me to Just let me know, I won't bother you I'd rather be screaming than learning lessons I guess being a failure is what I'm blessed with You think I'm annoying, so I won't ask you twice But why don't you leave if I'm not the man you like? Yeah, yeah, I just missed your birthday Shit, you should've left me in the first place I can't see through the wall of my sin I'm still tryna understand what I am Yeah, yeah, I just missed your birthday Shit, I keep on messing up the worst ways Yeah, I'm tryna finish education Find the motivation, failing every way