Ain't Where I Used to Be - Fred Haring

There's a new Walmart just down the road Across the street from Home Depot, I can't hear Dick Groombs rooster crow From the horns blowing, big wheels rolling, Traffic jams coming and going Got a discount liquor and a skateboard shop, A five day Jiffy Lube garage, A 10 acre blacktop parking lot, A bunch of wild women window shopping, A drive through bank and a Baskin Robbins Where a farm used to be as far as you can see, And those wheat rows and cylos drew wind through Bevys strait, Yeah and Old MacDonald would have a cow If he poked his head down through them clouds And saw what was growing in his field of dreams, Taking over like thistle weeds Where a farm used to be My daddy said back in 69 It was old grain trucks and combines, Crickets singing in the moonshine, In your jeans and boots, campfire songs Now it's urban jungle and lineal. Where a farm used to be as far as you can see, And those wheat rows and cylos drew wind through Bevys strait, Yeah and Old MacDonald would have a cow, If he poked his head down through them clouds And saw what was growing in his field of dreams, Takin over like thistle weeds. Where a farm used to be. Well and Old MacDonald would have a cow, If he poked his head down through them clouds And saw what was growing in his field of dreams, Takin over like thistle weeds. Where a farm used to be Where a farm used to be

I wake up and right away I know The minute I turn on my bedroom radio The music is Lady Gaga's song There's a hissin' in my ears Something's wrong Put on some pants, turn on a little light I keep the curtains closed outside it's just too bright On my way to the bathroom I hit the wall And when I look into the mirror I see nothing at all I'm going crazy the pressure gets to me Between my shoulders on top of my body There's a great big hole a mystery There's a hole where my hole used to be In the dark I finally reach the sink I grab the faucet hold my breath and try to think The water doesn't end up on my skin And I finally start to grasp the giant mess I'm in It feels as if my body's closing down I lose my balance and my toothbrush hits the ground And I don't even recognize my face When I was young my mind was clear how I miss those days I'm going crazy the pressure gets to me Between my shoulders on top of my body There's a great big hole a mystery There's a hole where my head used to be Yeah there's a hole where my head to be On all fours I crawl back to bed I try to remember how many of those days I've had I just need sleep so I try to improvise But when your head is gone it's hard to close eyes I'm going crazy the pressure gets to me Between my shoulders on top of my body There's a great big hole a mistery There's a hole where my head used to be There's a hole where my head used to be

I'll always be the one who messed up Every time I will have your back just so you know Just want to hear the word The word that had me falling Smash the mirror cause don't like what it shows every time The storyline, mine was never been sold What am I supposed to do? What happens if I do it? Now I'm holding onto something and I dont know why I need to step out, and find myself a way out I wish that I could rewind To find myself, who I am There could be something that I should fix But I don't know how Seems like I'm not attractive to you I don't mind Didn't ask you to turn back around Cause I'm used to it I don't know what's in my mind Want to feel like I'm in Las Vegas Find the best part of me In a starring role Maybe that can change your mind Now I'm holding onto something and I dont know why I need to step out, and find myself a way out I wish that I could rewind To find myself, who I am Oh yeah I don't care about all, and I don't know why How will I face it and Throughout all these things I wish that I could rewind To find myself, who I am Woah Oh Oh Woah Oh Oh Woah Oh Oh Woah Oh Oh It's just a wall that people have created But I want to break it down into dust Now I'm just a man with a broken heart Try to feel good in a mess Now I'm holding onto something and I dont know why I need to step out, and find my self way out I wish that I could rewind To find myself, who I am Oh yeah I don't care about all and I don't know why How will I face you and Who will save me now? I wish that I could rewind To find myself, who I am Woah Oh Oh Woah Oh Oh It's something that I used to be Woah Oh Oh Woah Oh Oh