Ah Tired (A Letter to the Boss) - Breddy

I apologize that I wasn't there more Workin' in LA, lookin' like I cared more About my stupid job, if you askin' why I'm here I need to fund my music, turn it into my career But I know there's no excuse, family is always first Should've paid you more attention cause I know you reimburse I'm forever in your debt, yo my grandma be the best Know you workin' givin' blessings even though you be at rest You raised me with my siblings and you babysat my cousins Lookin' like a Filipino cheaper by the dozen Actually it's more than that, add the neighborhood And whoever ate your cooking, it became their favorite food I remember on the couch, I'd be riding on your legs You singin' Bebeto, it always stuck in my head You would call your friends, you'd invite them to our place They too became my friends and I learned friendship has no age I'll miss you every second, every minute, every hour Every day, every year, ima make you prouder You the reason I believe that I could get far Cause you made it to America comin' from a farm Girl you so amazing, never out of the equation When I need an answer, it's to you that I'll be prayin' Your love's a legacy, ima miss our memories Ima miss watchin' you watchin' TFC Look at what you built, it could never be demolished When I tell my kids about you, they gon' be astonished Sorry that you couldn't hold a great grandkid But when I am a father, I'll be great at it Cause of you, nothin' in this world's terrifying You 4'11, make me feel like a giant But I'm right here with the fam and I'm cryin' Wishin' this was not the reason goin' time to the islands Everything was harder when our loving Tang died Especially for you cause at that time you gon' blind One thing I'll regret and it's always gonna hurt Is not holdin' your arm more walkin' in the church At your seat by yourself, we at St. John Nuemann I'd be in the back, parents givin' out communion Everyone would sit, but you standin' and you singin' God look, she's the most beautiful in Your building Heaven's now a party cause I know you like to dance Life is gonna change, but I know that I'll adapt But ima wish I could go to 99 Ranch And pick you up a phone card to call Philippines (Philippines) I would read the numbers, you would dial it (Dial it) Even though you blind, you were stylish (Stylish) Every time we'd kick it, I'd be childish (Childish) Show the public I'm your boy, never hidin' it (Never hidin' it) Baby ima honor you until we meet again See we look alike, I know you could see again Ima promise that your daughter will be taken care of If people sleepin' on me, ima shake the world up I'll make it to the top and I promise I won't change I'll be givin' to the people not expecting an exchange Everything I have, I am thankful - no shame I will love today and even more the next day Know that I'll recover like an injury You ended your battle with a victory Ima live for you cause you lived for me You up in the sky, down in history Ima pay my dues and the hidden fees My love for you is infinity You'll always be the reason for my dignity And when you see Chelsea, give a kiss for me I love you, Ma