Adolescence - Lee Ju Hyuk

Can you take this pain away? Lately I don't think I'll see another day Meet me on this ride and we'll go skirt the rafe Sunny days and rainy shade I go battle toe to toe with satan aye Just to get this right for you I paved the way Can you take this pain away? Lately I don't think I'll see another day Meet me on this ride and we'll go skirt the rafe Sunny days and rainy shade I go battle toe to toe with satan aye Just to get this right for you I paved the way Another day and it's another blessing (Yea) Another time but yet it's still depressing (Uh) I would elaborate but it's no use at times Because I'm numb to all my feelings when it hits them sections I mean I'm sorry to those people that believe in me I'm genuinely happy but some things just ain't as what they seem A little imperfections what I try to hide But yet they seek And find all of those bones I hid in closets what you want from me? Can you take this pain away? Lately I don't think I'll see another day Meet me on this ride and we'll go skirt the rafe Sunny days and rainy shade I go battle toe to toe with satan aye Just to get this right for you I paved the way Can you take this pain away? Lately I don't think I'll see another day Meet me on this ride and we'll go skirt the rafe Sunny days and rainy shade I go battle toe to toe with satan aye Just to get this right for you I paved the way So tell me who is you to me When I ain't me to myself Tell me who I'm racing with When I compete with myself Tell me who I am to others When I'm branding myself Tell me who are really homies Or who hides on the shelf? So tell me who is you to me When I ain't me to myself Tell me who I'm racing with When I compete with myself Tell me who I am to others When I'm branding myself Tell me who are really homies Or who hides on the shelf? Round 2 I had to speak it This world is oh so wicked Take a kid with all these visions A underdog with stories that's destined for paths to greatness Just a bunch of knuckleheads With some nappysome intuitions Let a brother from the projects out the projects building projects see the progress and the stuff that needs to progress suddenly becomes a process... And that's just mental binding at its up best I got some visions too And trust my mind is non-rest

Turn on deep concentration Before meal meditation Accurate realization I see love in your eyes with a hint of humor Hold an empty plate You've been on my brain You've been on my brain You've been on me Have the same levitation Who's been yours while you've waited? Instantaneous realization I see light in your mind with a sense of filters I can see you've changed, I see you in my face Arms around my waist, you've been on me You've been on me Looking back, I've got chalk on my hands Rinsed off your mural Please don't stand so close to me My lungs aren't the only things that need oxygen Pull your hair back Indigo Adolescence Indigo Adolescence Let me go, I've lost my senses Pull your hair back Indigo Adolescence Indigo Adolescence Let me go, I've lost my senses Looking back, I've got chalk on my hands Rinsed off your mural Please don't stand so close to me My lungs aren't the only things that need oxygen And I don't want to share this oxygen

I grew up, a fuckin' screw up Tie my shoe up, wish they was newer Damn, need somethin' newer In love with the baddest girl in the city, I wish I knew her I wish I weren't so shy, I wish I was a bit more fly I wish that I, could tell her how I really feel inside That I'm the perfect nigga for her, but then maybe that's a lie She like a certain type of nigga, and it's clear I'm not that guy Ball player, star player, I'm just watchin' from the side On the bench, 'cause my lack of confidence won't let me fly I ain't grow up with my father, I ain't thinkin' bout that now Fast forward four years or so from now I'll probably cry When I realize what I missed, but as of now my eyes are dry 'Cause I'm tryna stay alive in the city where too many niggas die Dream in quiet tryna dodge a suit and tie Who am I? (Who am I?) Aye who am I? (Yeah) Things change, rearrange, or so do I It ain't always for the better dawg, I can't lie I get high \cause the lows can be so cold I might bend a little bit but I don't fold One time for my mind and two for yours I got food for your thoughts to sooth your soul If you see my tears fall just let me be Move along, nothing to see I always did shit the hard way My niggas out slangin' in the hallway Burnt CD's and trees like this was broadway Times Square, kept the dimes there in the locker Some Reggie Miller With more brown hairs than Chubacca Whispers that he got it for the low low seller Dime for a dub, them white boys ain't know no better Besides, what's twenty dollars to a nigga like that? He tell his pops he need some lunch and he gon' get it right back I peep game, got home snatched my mama keychain Took her whip, the appeal, to ill to refrain I hit the boulevard pull up to my nigga front door His mama at home, she still let em' hit the blunt though I told her hello and sat with my nigga and laughed And talked about how we gon' smash all the bitches in class I complimented how I see him out here getting his cash And just asked, "What a nigga gotta do to get that? Put me on" He just laughed when he seen I was sure 17 years breathing his demeanor said more He told me, "Nigga you know how you sound right now? You won't my mans, I would think that you're clown right now listen" "You everything I wanna be that's why I fucks with you So how you looking up to me, when I look up to you?" "You bout to go get a degree, I'm bout to be stuck with two choices Either graduate to weight or sell a number two For what? A hundred bucks or two a week? Do you think that you would know what to do if you was me? I got, four brothers, one mother that don't love us If they ain't never want us why the fuck they never wore rubbers?" I felt ashamed to have ever complained about my lack of gear And thought about how far we done came From trailer park to a front yard with trees in the sky Thank you mama dry your eyes, there ain't no reason to cry You made a genius and I, ain't gon' take it for granted I ain't gon' settle for lesser, I ain't gon' take what they handed Nah I'm gon' take what they owe me and show you that I can fly And show ol' girl what she missing The illest nigga alive, aye, who am I? Things change, rearrange, or so do I aye who am I?) It ain't always for the better dawg, I can't lie (aye who am I?) I get high 'cause the lows can be so cold I might bend a little bit but I don't fold One time for my mind and two for yours I got food for your thoughts to sooth your soul If you see my tears fall just let me be Move along, nothing to see I never felt better