I'll come when you ask me Fast train Make my eyes blue Your love Make my night go boom That's why I need you In the end To the beginning You're suspending me up With a feeling From up here I do surrender In the trust that up high We lie here together I-I-I-I Ache-ache For You-you-you-you Ah-ah-ah-ah I beg you to stay-ay-ay I am lonely without Your face-ay-ay Your love Made my heart go boom So I might lose myself in you And I fall Into your breathing I inhale all you speak When I'm sleeping In my rise I'll be giving All the things that I hide When I'm feeling you I-I-I-I Ache-ache For You-you-you-you Ah-ah-ah-ah I-I-I-I Ache-ache-ache For You-you-you-you Ah-ah-ah-ah

I refuse to rationalize Why these tears fall at the same time As that sinful way I arch my spine Careful now Though it's a waste to plead with a vampire I ache when my body moves I ache when it lingers on you I ache when my body moves I ache when it lingers I hate that look in his eyes How it fills up all the space between my thighs I hate that hungry look in their eyes Come inside you put a claim right on you (Claim right on you) There is something on your mind Like do I whet your appetite? (Oh why oh why) Do I fawn in your gaze? Little docile prey In your hunting game I ache when my body moves I ache when it lingers on you I ache when my body moves I ache when it lingers I hate that look in his eyes Filling up the space between my thighs I hate that hungry look in their eyes Come inside you put a claim right on you You can't speak the language of my body You can't speak the language of my body Oh let me go (Go) If you can't read the language of my body Oh let go (Go) You're forgetting that I am somebody Oh let me go (Let me go) You can't speak the language of my body Oh let go (Let Go) You're forgetting that I am somebody You want to suck my youth To pacify the whole truth So you pick idle 19, fresh and pristine Nod while you ramble your heroic past You were a magnet for ass In your 69 Corvette Tri- Power Way back in 19-whatever (Said all the girls used to) The girls used to fight over you Cannot see how that is true I can just tell by your mood This pussy truly saving you Meanwhile I'm in my head Already picture you dead Jumpscare your face I try to replace it Then I see my mama She's up in the corner And up on the window Then the table In your ashtray All in my head All in my head Just let me go Let me go Let me go Let me go (Let me go) He said please don't tell me Not to uh inside you It's a fucking turn off What's your fantasy 'Cuz mine's to break you I take my 250 and go Sit on his flowery porch Uber pull up Sit in the back Give him my best 19 smile Like I don't have your cum in my teeth Like I didn't do a lecherous deed Like I'm not on a slippery slope Like I don't face the monster alone

Breaking through the normalcy The panic makes its entrance New glass upon the floor, it only mingles with the old How can I feel so fucking guarded And be totally defenseless Parts of me are burning Parts of me are cold A part of me feels so goddamn apart from me It's scaring me Try to pull myself together Gain composure Take a breath and just hold it, hold it Now exhale I am in control and if I wait, the feeling passes Now hold up, just hold up Though this newly founded confidence is admirable It's tattered and it's frayed and now it's standing in my way So just cut the act No one has their life together No one has it figured out But they all make the best of it while you take the worst parts and Stitch them all together Make an effigy and stick it full of pins so you'll remember You're in this alone You made yourself a martyr And it feels so good to fall on the sword It feels so good to fall on the sword But what the fuck are we falling for Breaking through the confidence The panic grabs a hold of my neck And drags me through the shatters closer to the door Whether it's an entrance or an exit is up to you, it mentions Parts of me are screaming Some part of me can't make out a word I can't make out a word I can't make out a word Paranoid and nauseous, I collapse We've got him right where we want him Keep it up, keep it up, keep it up now Tear his fucking heart from his chest Right out Make a run for it Salvage what you can and just Stitch them all together Make an effigy and stick it full of pins so you'll remember You're in this alone You made yourself a martyr And it feels so good to fall on the sword It feels so good to fall on the sword But what the fuck are we falling for Never drowning Never really drowning but never really out of the water Never drowning Never really drowning but never really out of the... Water It surrounds me Picks me up into the sky and wraps me up until I'm drowning Don't bother to save me Let the waves take hold and change me I dove in Tried to put myself together but the pieces never fit to begin I dove in, I dove in You can't pull somebody out If you have never known how deep they were (In)

Drag him from his bed String him up, string him up to the ceiling Keep him blind, keep him feeling Keep his nerves on fire, get him screaming Let his screams die out, make him quiet, make him quiet now Ten Nine Eight Seven Six Five Four Three Two One Ready or not, where the fuck will you run? I'll burn every hiding spot down Leave no stone unturned Leave you senseless, broken and in pain Leave nothing unturned Let no shred of sanity remain Drag him from his bed String him up, string him up to the ceiling Keep him blind, keep him feeling Keep his nerves on fire, get him screaming Let his screams die out, make it hurt, make it loud

If I had to talk simply about it Well I'm sure I'd say nothing at all How the thoughts in my head get so crowded Or how everything makes me feel small How I constantly feel I'm surrounded Or feel no one's around me at all Or feel nothing Trade me anything just to feel something Take your pick Take it all We'll take hold Leave his bones as bare as our hearts We'll take hold Drain the life from him Make him empty and cold Every happy thought you have is tagged with hidden costs There's no way out I don't think you'll understand No rescue Oh, I thought we were past this Oh, I thought we were moving on Thought you'd gotten the message But I guess I was fucking wrong What's so wrong? Oh, don't get in your head There is solace in this depression It's the only thing that's permanent When everyone leaves you Let nothing deceive you We'll always be here by your side Ain't it something? Even now, when you swear you've got nothing We're still buried inside My colors will stay the same But my shades will bloom from grey to grey This smothered state of change Will rearrange me grey to grey What's so wrong? Oh, don't get in your head There is solace in this depression It's the only thing that's permanent When everyone leaves you Let nothing deceive you We'll always be here by your side Ain't it something? Even now, when you swear you've got nothing We're still buried inside If I had to talk simply about it Well I'm sure I'd say nothing at all How the thoughts in my head get so crowded Or how everything makes me feel small How I constantly feel I'm surrounded Or feel no one's around me at all Or feel nothing Trade me anything just to feel something Take your pick Take it all

All the lines on the table are squirming like insects Let's lean down and inhale them And let them decide for us Let them writhe in us Let them feast on whatever they find I've been told to cope I've been told to cope You should try therapy Try getting out of the house Change your sleep schedule Try working out Try to schedule a doctor's appointment The pills they prescribe you could really help out You should try mixing those pills with some whiskey You should try harming yourself Just to feel some control You should lock all of the doors in your house Tell your friends to fuck off cause you're trying to cope Take, take, take, take, take, take Take what you get (Get, get, get, get, get) Take, take, take, take, take, take Take what you get (Get, get, get, get, get) Take, take, take, take, take, take Take what you get (Get, get, get, get, get) Take, take, take, take, take, take Take what you get (Get, get, get, get, get) All the talking All the effort Nothing worked Nothing's better All the pills All the liquor Meant to close my wounds tore them open and left me for dead It's hard to swallow and it never ends Full up on medicine but always on empty It's always fighting and it always wins I've given up but it's relentlessly kicking I've been told to cope I've been told to cope Take, take, take, take, take, take Take what you get (Get, get, get, get, get) Take, take, take, take, take, take Take what you get (Get, get, get, get, get) Take, take, take, take, take, take Take what you get (Get, get, get, get, get) Take, take, take, take, take, take Take what you get (Get, get, get, get, get) It's hard to swallow and it never ends We've exhausted our options Took advice that was offered Meditated, medicated, chemically altered our heads It's always fighting and it always wins We're sedated at best Why try to deal with emotion When you can remove it and trade it for rest

And after all is said and done I know the problem's internal I know the symptoms like they're family And I can't fend them off But I'm learning to outlast and stand it Each time gets better and it feels like they're all losing their grip You can't just cover this up It knows you down to the cell It's left a mark on your tongue Can you taste it? There is a permanence here As much as knowing it hurts It's not what all of us want But this is coming to terms If this is coming to terms, I've got a clause of my own If this is coming to terms, why are its claws at my throat? If this is coming to terms, we're gonna pull through If this is coming to terms, we're starting with you It's getting simple I've got the reins in my hand It's never quite gone but not too strong to withstand And when I hold my breath, it's not denial of air It's not to drown in a void It's just a way to see clear You can't just cover this up It knows you down to the cell It's left a mark on your tongue Can you taste it? There is a permanence here As much as knowing it hurts It's not what all of us want But this is coming to terms Tragedy calls you home Let the trauma, depressive instincts expand where Tragedy makes its home In the weak, in the tired, in trembling hands Tragedy takes a toll Makes its cuts where it wants to because it can Tragedy never hold Tries so desperate to cling, find its purchase but can't You can't just cover this up It knows you down to the cell It's left a mark on your tongue Can you taste it? There is a permanence here As much as knowing it hurts It's not what all of us want But this is coming to terms

If I'm happy in dreams but it fades with the day Is it gone? Is it gone? Is it gone? If I chase it, fall asleep and pray I never have to wake Is it wrong? Am I wrong? Am I wrong? The moment has passed Something whispers, the dream has decayed Is it God? Are you God? If you're God Deliver me Carry me Leave me alone Let me sleep I can't tell what I want