Abandoned Me - Ydc

(Aye Tleck, turn me up) Traek-999, Traek-999 Traek-999 I feel like they don't understand me Not even my family Its still a smile on my face Even though I'm unhappy Through the good or the bad I'm always stay laughing Because when push come to shove They could careless what happens And they say they showing love But I feel so abandoned Sad and alone on this island I'm stranded Trying win the game of life with this card I was handed Now my heart is bleeding out I can't fix with no bandage Yeah my heart is cold as ice I ain't sleep in some nights I ain't even ate in days Spending time on the mic Sitting in the dark thinking Cus' I'm blind by the light Then my bro hit me up Tried to give me advice Told me keep my head up I told him with this life, I am fed up My whole world has changed, is has sped up I'm trying not to let up He told me with time it gets better Spend every moment feeling like I'm set up I feel like they don't understand me Not even my family Its still a smile on my face Even though I'm unhappy Through the good or the bad I'm always stay laughing Because when push come to shove They could careless what happens And they say they showing love But I feel so abandoned Sad and alone on this island I'm stranded Trying win the game of life with this card I was handed Now my heart is bleeding out I can't fix with no bandage I ain't got no band-aids (not for my heart) Ain't got no band-aids All this pain it makes me rampage Like I'm locked in a cage (can't get out) Seems like the devil always gets his way (he on the prowl) He in my head and my thoughts and my mind Said I should be dead, I be missing all the signs Demons talking to me every minute of the night I never do agree but it seems that they are right I see snakes in the garden and they bite No fake friends, gotta keep my circles tight It seems like the good die young, that ain't right Praying up to God "Can you get me through the night?"