我還想她 - JJ Lin

黃明志 我還是我(I Am Who I Am) 我的名字叫明志 這個自我介紹方式從小老師 就認為我是想要惹事 我熱愛文字 我討厭公式 我不想面對考試 我更討厭你規定我的頭髮款式 我的思考方式 沒有人能夠抑制 大人都固執的怪我固執 不懂事 我明白 待人處事都有 它的模式 但不代表 全部人都要變成孔子 十五歲 那年初我染上音樂的毒 我透過音符來降低我內心的無助 我學習美術 但依然無法醒悟 是孤獨創造梵谷 還是梵谷創造孤獨 中學畢業後 華人得自求多福 揮揮衣袖 我決定要到台灣留宿 爸爸媽媽不要擔心 我不會辜負 等我讀完書 一定會回到歸屬 我會好好過 我必須好好過 想家的時候 我就打開電腦拚命創作 牆壁上的大馬國旗 是我的寄託 床頭的那張全家福 總是讓我振作 一個人 在外國 要獨立生活 我做過很多工作 我面對很多數落 無論再辛苦 還有音樂陪著我 我理想沒有變 因為我 還是我 我有我自己的夢 自己會走就算在寂寞 請原諒我的衝動 我會好好過 (相信我還是我) 不怕暴雨狂風 將我淹沒毅然往前走 就算旅途再顛簸 我不能回頭 (相信我還是我) 2007年 那是個遲來的夏天 改編國歌事件 讓我人生從此改變 透過網際網絡 我闖了禍 但我堅持沒有犯錯 有人 說我叛國 有人 想幹掉我 有人 說不讓我回國 要我磕頭認錯 政客趁機出頭 媒體還配合炒作 世界各地的記者call我 我必須學會沉著 謠言越來越多 讓人陷入惶恐甚至 還有人把偷渡路線圖 Send給我 爸爸媽媽 對不起 不要難過 牆壁上的國旗 我從來沒有拆過 我破了千萬點 也上了各大版面 有人喜歡有人討厭 面臨輿論考驗 我的故事 被文學家 寫進了書 我的臉 還被人畫成了 卡通人物 再多褒與貶 都已經時過境遷 畢業後的我 決定勇敢面對誤解 我用陸路 交通跨越六個國度拍攝記錄 沿途上的驚險 和領悟 一步步 很艱苦 終於回到大馬領土 被拍照 被訪問 還被叫到警察總部 雖然 你們把我當成公眾人物 但我必須穩住 要保持個人創作元素 我有我自己的夢 自己會走就算在寂寞 請原諒我的衝動 我會好好過 (相信我還是我) 不怕暴雨狂風 將我淹沒毅然往前走 就算旅途在顛簸 我不能回頭 (相信我還是我) 有人說 我的作品荼毒青年思想 有人說 我的頭腦都在胡思亂想 說我亂講 說我是社會毒瘤發癢 還怪我 變成他兒子的偶像 面對攻擊 我早就已經習慣 保持沉默微笑 是我最好的答案 裝模作樣 從來就不是我的強項 但我出門逛逛 卻要為偽裝裝 我的email 每天都有人來 訴苦 但我愛莫能助因為我不是 政府 我不刪除 因為那是言論論自由淨土 我想要讓你聽見讓你看見 我想說的話 我的電影 和我的音樂 徘徊尺度邊緣 自由自在的暢所欲言 那是主流媒體 永遠看不到的世界 我站在不同的角度 我不會停下腳步 這條思路 是老天送給我的禮物 你說我糊塗 你甚至想要把我說服 對不起 我還是我 那就是我的態度 在Kuala Lumpur 開始了新的生活 這裡人潮洶湧 馬路坑坑洞洞 一不小心 我可能會在這裡失控 這條路很難走 但我已近沒有回頭 我還是我 我還是我 我還是我 我還是我 我有我自己的夢 自己會走就算在寂寞 請原諒我的衝動 我會好好過 (相信我還是我) 不怕暴雨狂風 將我淹沒毅然往前走 就算旅途在顛簸 我不能回頭 (相信我還是我) 我還是我 yeah 我還是我 yeah

是誰讓我 編一個藉口 暗淡了從前的我 保持沉默 低調的做夢 釀出不思議天空 想表現自己 怕得不到肯定 反覆的掙扎越來越沒自信 別操多餘的心 反骨的勸不聽 有一件事再累也不放棄 如果妳聽見我 勇氣慢慢復活 二話不說 now 正是時候 Lin 極限 be myself 唱就唱 真的我 擋不住 天聲麗質 閃耀發光 Lin 極限 be yourself 要突破 舊念頭 大動作 綻放快樂 再美不過 我能扮演 你要的角色 很傳神那又怎樣 想要不同 就勇敢奔跑 愛我的人為我鼓掌 話已經出口 敢說就要敢作 你和我擁抱不同的夢 鬼臉或笑臉 都想被知道 下一步你無法想像 如果妳聽見我 勇氣慢慢復活 二話不說 now 正是時候 Lin 極限 be myself 唱就唱 真的我 擋不住 天聲麗質 閃耀發光 Lin 極限 be yourself 要突破 舊念頭 大動作 綻放快樂 再美不過 放音樂 瘋狂流動 再找到我 天聲麗質 閃耀發光 Lin 極限 be yourself 唱就唱 舊念頭 擋不住 綻放快樂 再美不過 Lin 極限 be yourself 要突破 舊念頭 大動作 綻放快樂 再美不過 Lin極限

Watch where you walking Don't want you spilling your drank on my bapes Two thousand six drip Checking the box you can look at the date My money so forest There aint no reason for you to just hate Tryna record this stealing my swag my life is a tape Seeing it i know you wanna just be in it Don't know what im doing im winging it Just adding my flavor i season it This life a party Lets get it started Feeding her molly she acting retarded Geeking and falling Her head is spinning She gon be up until six in the morning Lets go come inside Come on catch vibe Pop it feel alright Please enjoy the ride Yeh please enjoy the ride I know you feel it Getting high passing the ceiling Popping and dosing Floating around in the building Look at your eyes Enjoying the high Living your life Have fun through the night The party aint over We going up when the sun going down Just look around Who do you see Everyone move to the sound Get off of a ground get loose I know you feel the goose Mixing it up with a deuce Hope you dont spill the juice Do not move too fast How long will it last Put your problems in the past Do not move too fast How long will it last Put your problems in the past Watch where you walking Don't want you spilling your drank on my bapes Two thousand six drip Checking the box you can look at the date My money so forest There aint no reason for you to just hate Tryna record this stealing my swag my life is a tape Seeing it i know you wanna just be in it Don't know what im doing im winging it Just adding my flavor i season it

Don't you talk to me I don't even know your name You can't rock with me Hell nah we don't act the same Don't you talk to me I don't even know your name You can't rock with me Hell nah we don't act the same Tired of dealing with snakes All of these bitches the same Please get the fuck out my face I don't even know your name Why you tryna be in my lane Always wanna worry about me Tryna stick around like a leech Always wanna get it for the free But guess what that shit don't work with me This shit is so easy You niggas be trying you doing the most Please do not greet me I'm done with that fake shit You act like we close Stop tryna see me You aint my friend you aint my bro All i know is luigi I'm talking that green i hate being broke They hearing my music Now all of a sudden they wanna be nice Where was they at When i had no food not even a bite We cannot kick it You niggas is bitches Stop tryna fix it You end up just switching That fake shit don't like That fake shit don't like We do not act the same We do not ball the same Picking teams like a pick up game And i will not call your name I run a play and then clock out He want his money he lost out He wanna fight he knocked out I bust a juug then walk out All of my niggas in here We a hundred its fuck We aint flipping the script I just hit might hit the death flow And then kill me some moves And then bag me a bitch I take her back to the crib It aint even two minutes She sucking the dick I might just nickname the little bitch luigi The way that she bouncing on dick We do not act the same You're gonna wife the bitch I treat the bitch like a pit stop She gon be all in my phone Like j s i love you I'm just like bitch stop All of this money that be coming in Think i gotta keep me a big glock If you be talking down up on the gang Imma see you as a big opp

I love smoking gas You never see me pass it Cus i'm too dam stingy Don't even look at my hand Tryna hit this wood imma need a buck fifty I love smoking gas You never see me pass it Cus i'm too dam stingy Don't even look at my hand Tryna hit this wood imma need a buck fifty Hold up i got something to say If you smoke reggie get the fuck out my face That's why these niggas be tweaking all day Cus you aint smoking gas But you burning that fake Backwoods and they so fat Call up jd where the hoes at Got a side bitch she don't know that Cop a loud pack blow the whole bag You only smoking grams is you joking Rolled a point five i hope you trolling Flexing reggie pack that's bogus You cant smoke with me cus you a hoe bitch You aint my bro quit acting Tryna hit my blunt imma end up just laughing Hella woods stuffed up in that backpack Got a couple zips and you know its that gas pack Aye you know its that gas pack Spark it up you know its that gas pack Uh huh you know its that gas pack Spark it up you know its that gas pack Oh shit its on me That johnnie karate gas pack got me on e Don't smoke loud smoke Some mid then fuck with me Gas pack so loud might even bag me a freak The plug fuck with me he dont even charge me a fee That kk killa tryna smoke up with wiz khalifa Girl scout cookie gg four my cup of tea Rookies smoking with us Hit the blunt then hit some sleep Aye nigga you all cap That aint loud that's reggie pack When i roll a wood its all packed in Seen yo ass tryna roll a gram we all laughing One ten slide hot box we bout action Hop out quick where the grams oh y'all cappin Smoke everyday real stoners we not acting Tryna hit this blunt one time yeh im taxing I love smoking gas You never see me pass it Cus im too dam stingy Don't even look at my hand Tryna hit this wood imma need a buck fifty I love smoking gas You never see me pass it Cus im too dam stingy Don't even look at my hand Tryna hit this wood imma need a buck fifty

These niggas ain't got what it takes This ain't no debate Still winning when i clock in late They still gonna hate Keep running your mouth like a race Get hit in your face Do the dash i ain't catching no case Move out of my way Zooming right passed it You can't even see me Blowing up on tiktok Next move is the tv Dam i got em mad Wishing they could be me Yeh it's kinda sad they looking defeated Woah Pick it up You niggas too slow need to speed it up Making no moves you cant eat with us Vegan no time for the beef with you Aye You gon get jacked Then i see you and i sell it right back My boys from the trap Got em like soldiers get ready attack Feeling real petty I don't give a fuck On what you gotta say Yes I'm the type that be scamming And flex it right up in your face Coming from Carson Yeh it be the city where we do not play Nine o seven four five where you cant hang These niggas ain't got what it takes This ain't no debate Still winning when i clock in late They still gonna hate Keep running your mouth like a race Get hit in your face Do the dash i ain't catching no case Move out of my way Zooming right passed it You can't even see me Blowing up on tiktok Next move is the tv Dam i got em mad Wishing they could be me Yeh it's kinda sad they looking defeated Woah