2K20 - Lil Prepaid

I'm laying in bed, too in my head Going on three days motionless Room is a mess, loneliness crushing I got too much to do, too much to lose I close my eyes and think of you Think I'll just lay here and do nothing Wish I could make you stay Don't wanna get in your way Without you, I feel so out of control Emotionally unstable Somebody save me All of the things I loved are changing It's like a bad daydream Where I'm driving and the breaks are cut And tell me Why is everyone leaving? I just stare at the ceiling I don't know And I don't know what I'm doing here Time is moving too fast, still stuck in the past Like when I had prepaid wireless Some things don't last, wish I saw it coming We never finished season seven Wish we could talk about the ending And we never drove down to Mexico We said we would, but we just stayed home Wish I could make you stay Don't wanna get in your way Without you, I feel so out of control Emotionally unstable Somebody save me All of the things I loved are changing It's like a bad daydream Where I'm driving and the breaks are cut And tell me Why is everyone leaving? I just stare at the ceiling I don't know And I don't know what I'm doing here