I asked you if you still loved me while we were fucking Then 25 minutes later you broke up with me 30 minutes later I tried going to sleep on pillows That smelled like your hair products and that went horribly I'm having sleeping problems and they become seep-in problems Cuz they seep in all my other problems and make 'em steeper problems I taught you how to drive, E brake when the car's rolling back Now we're hugging goodbye on my blankets Tears rolling down each other's backs When you're both depressed and you don't Leave it on a therapist's couch Maybe you end up leaving it in your partner's bed Last night I slept with a video, last night I listened to ambient rain I cranked up the volume as far as it went And I wondered have I gone insane? And then it start raining for real but still all I could hear was the thoughts and the pain I will do anything, everything just to not feel like this ever again Yeah Yeah There's tears on my shirt and I wish they would stain Wish they would burn and I wish they would hurt Cuz I need to get dragged right up out of my brain Went to my sister's and I took the train Wondered if you're meeting someone today Thoughts of your plans and like where you'll be headed Make me wish I could be beheaded, oh mane I know that God walking with me on beats Strong with a pen but my heart getting weak We used to hitchhike to see what we'd see Both our thumbs up like a movie critique Went by her house just to run into her See in her face that she really feel hurt I'll see her momma, her dad or her brother Or maybe some fucker who fucks on her covers I'm feeling like fuck it my life in the gutter I'm gutted, I'm going, it's grueling I shudder We fought and we fought like we needed Bruce Buffer In diners we'd sit in the booth there together Same side of the table like at the Last Supper But dammit you crossed me I'll never recover And friends'll just finally get sick of my shit See that I'm calling and not answer it That'll be everything that I deserve Me in my room with just all my words All of these words that I prioritized over People who loved me but not for a verse People who loved me like me right in the moment But how could they love me for me that's absurd? I played with chalk on the street by the curb Guess I'm still at it but lately it hurts Fuck everybody I gotta just flex Stare at the treasure map chasing the chest Treated her like she ain't under the x And so now I'm just forced to get over my ex I wish I still could get under my ex Couldn't we fake it for only a night? She used to call me before, after flights Just me and her, our little life Well what the fuck What happened to that? What happened to love? Or what did I lack? Well what the fuck There's no going back There's nothing for us Our words got us trapped Well what the fuck What happened to that? (Yeah) What happened that? Well what the fuck No longer intact There's no going back There's no going back

I feel like a millionaire I feel like a millionaire Whenever she comes around Whenever I hear that sound I feel like a millionaire I feel like a millionaire Whenever she comes around Whenever I hear that sound She smell like money when she walk by All heat, no smoke, but she on fire If they suicide doors, then she gon' ride She got that passport pussy 'cause she don't fly, no love She gon' make you pay to see you work it She only twerk it for a Birkin I gotta see if shawty worth it Hey, she must be the money I feel like a millionaire (uh huh) I feel like a millionaire (uh huh) Whenever she comes around (uh huh) Whenever I hear that sound I feel like a millionaire (uh huh) I feel like a millionaire (uh huh) Whenever she comes around Whenever I hear that sound Shawty work her way, the way she go down Shawty worth her weight, her weight in gold pounds Call me young money, put that milli on me She the reason why I keep a milli on me Shawty work her way, the way she go down Shawty worth her weight, her weight in gold pounds Call me young money, put that milli on me 'Cause she the reason why I keep a milli on me, yeah She gon' make you pay to see you work it She only twerk it for a Birkin Let me see if shawty worth it Hey, she must be the money She must be the money Shawty looking like money I feel like a millionaire I feel like a millionaire Whenever she comes around Whenever I hear that sound I feel like a millionaire (uh huh) I feel like a millionaire (uh huh) Whenever she comes around Whenever I hear that sound I feel like a I feel like a I feel like a I feel like a millionaire I feel like a millionaire I feel like a millionaire Whenever she comes around Whenever I hear that sound

Ten times out of ten, you know I'd do it all again Even though I know exactly how it's gonna end I've seen the world, I've done it all and I've lost a couple friends But that's life, that's life So fuck it, let's just go another night You know the grass is only greener in your mind This 42 won't drink itself and I don't need nobody else And that's life, that's life That's la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la-life That's la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la-life That's la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la-life That's la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la-life (that's life) Ten times out of ten, I swear there's nothing I would change What's the point pretending when we all go out the same? We light it up, we drink it down, we try to ease the pain And that's life, that's life So fuck it, let's just go another night You know the grass is only greener in your mind This 42 won't drink itself and I don't need nobody else And that's life, that's life That's la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la-life That's la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la-life That's la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la-life That's la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la-life (that's life) La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la-life This 42 won't drink itself and I don't need nobody else And that's life, that's life Ten times out of ten, you know I'd do it all again Even though I know exactly how it's gonna end I've seen the world, I've done it all and I've lost a couple friends But that's life, that's life