01 Freestyle - LOWERCASE

I know life is game But didn't know it i was novice Let downs are constant Struggling with these problems I been counting down the days I been moving through these phases Feel locked in a maze Kinda hard to keep the faith Dissatisfaction start to settle in Never was an angel but i feel it more than now All these demons coming in So i'm running, running, running (running) Auditions reruns again Feeling this lack of love for life Had this lack of love for love i don't know if i knew what it was Lack of love Lots of pain I been down I ain't sane Lack of health Who to blame Lack of Everything yea My people stood strong throughout history Now we emotional cripples & That convo ain't that simple My family ain't talk about love My family ain't talk bout they mental But they can tell you bout some pain Or tell you bout shit that they been through Now we scared to love or be loved Our vulnerabilities been debuffed Already said that lifes a game Ain't no way you can restart We just lost kids tryna find a way staying lost along the way Hoping one of us find a place Hoping one of us find a place cus We lack love We got pain We been down We ain't sane We lack health Who to blame We lack Everything yea

Told you years before that I been counting down the days Times are getting scary still nothing really Changed Me & veli on the road & it's not for sold out shows But you can rest assure that some moneys being made Since I left my house I'm on these couches like Rick James My ex's call me up tryna see if I'm awake I beat it from the back Then she tell me run it back Man I know she want me back But i rarely feel the same & I can find some ways to justify my wrongdoings Not so much when talking about the wrong done to me Truthfully it's just ego & pride I put that shit to side to feel human Numb nights Strained with no ice Dim with no lights The High for low lifes Lines but not text Up but not next A Mess but still bless Still a hoping for the best Too many numb nights i tell ya Too many numb nights The high for these low lifes Too many numb nights i tell ya Too many numb nights i tell ya Yeah sticking to the plan Judge me how you see it or just try to understand At this party for an hour & we made a couple bands Thinking If I'm dirty as the money in my hands Flashback to the plug Quarter million in a bag All cash flashed it to us & it put us in a transe Get it how you live or just get it while u can Consequences weren't in talk cus it wasn't in the plan In the whip The high beams spot high beans Moved a few Knicks so they was with us like spike lee I can't stay long In this business Knee deep I'll dnp like a torn meniscus Numb nights Strained with no ice Dim with no lights The High for low lifes Lines but not text Up but not next A Mess but still bless Still a hoping for the best Too many numb nights i tell ya Too many numb nights The high for these low lifes Too many numb nights i tell ya Too many numb nights i tell ya